the talking doughnut :O

2011-01-27T09:22:00.000-08:00

hi world. i hope you're still listening. haha... im kinda happy that no ones reading my blog... it's easier this way i guess. i dont know.. but if youre reading this, who ever you are, comment on my tagboard ok? :) its nice to know that im sharing my world with you. :)

anyway, from now on, i may write regularly. more regualr than usual anyway. haha.
but i think i need to sort out my mind by sharing it with whoever that may read this. at least theres hope that someone will find this blog or re look it up.
in any case, im gunna talk to you as personally as i can. whoever you may be. haha.
:)

you know, ive been starting to feel lonely for some reason. very very lonely.

http://www.youtube.com/user/boyceavenue?blend=1&ob=4#p/u/19/k7Ilpnhr0kM

but this song comforts me.
i guess i can empathise with michael jackson...
at least he knows the feeling.

do you know the feeling?

maybe you'll experience it one day.

when that day comes. when you feel so lonely that you might die,
know that you've got people who have felt the same way, and have gotten over it.
i guess, its something you have to conqure yourself. it wont last long if you dont want it to. so dont worry if the day will come or not.

if it does, be strong.
if it doesnt, cherish it.

i wanna make alot of good friends in the future.
because good company is comfort. :)

2011-01-23T09:14:00.000-08:00

I just read my other blog posts. i must say, what i wrote actually helps! if not for you, then it helped me. i feel slightly better already. :) some light is seen. :) Great job Grace. :) haha :)

2011-01-23T08:38:00.000-08:00

I think blogging is really an effective way to talk when you dont know who to talk to about your problems and well...sometimes you just wanna let it out, tell someone, if anyone, how you really feel.

Well, i hope someone sees this, then again, i hope no one does.
anyway, i really wanna write songs but i cant seem to find out why i cant.
it's like something's been sucked out of my life.
yep. feeling pretty down right now.
not in the best shape.
i really really wanna be selfish and say that everything's about me, but then again,
it's not about me. im not that great of a person anyway.
i'd probably not know what someone truely thinks about me.
whether they actually like me, or whether they're actually faking it.
sometimes they're nice to me, and then the next they're not.
they just leave without telling me the problem.
then the next moment, come back like everything's fine.
i really hate the inconsistancy.
it feels like part of me isnt ok.

anyway, i just want to get whatever confirmation i can get.
i dont wanna be in confusion, trying to guess all the time.
maybe, just maybe, im alittle tired of it all.

sure, i can say "but life's like that!"
but no. im betting life's more than that.
life's more than just sorrow.

see that? it's me talking out of my situation.
wish i could give myself better advice.

i really do hope things get better in time.
(it usually does, thank God. it's always these short-term times where i feel an urge to pen down my thoughts to this sleeping world i write to. but yes, it does make me feel better, nonetheless.)

I'll be positive in the morning. :)

2010-09-04T10:06:00.000-07:00

wow.. its been ages since ive written here..
anyway, im doing this to kill time..
it's 1:07 now.
sometimes i wish we dont have to sleep.
like fish.

which is wrong in two ways because...

1. it contradicts with the idiom, 'sleeping with the fishes'

and as you all know,

in death, sleep is most certainly unavoidable.

and

2. fishes sleep. just with their eyes open.
how do they do that? you ask.
i dont know.
i dont know.

anyway. just to sidetrack alittle,

i think i need to catch up with the world.
it seems that they've left without saying goodbye.

4''33' is playing in the room.
buzzing of the computer.
typing sounds of the keyboard (with occasional pauses)
and non existant traffic outside.
with alittle bit of train in it.

im really bored. can you tell?
i need to have a normal conversation with people.
just a good nice talk over starbucks coffee or something.

im gunna shoot a film after my olevels. im still deciding on the actors though, was thinking of trudy and sheng yuan. still weighing my options.
but of course, they're awesome to help me out with this.

im gunna try doing something now.

It's the silence alright. He loved the silence.
It's not like i dont like silence.
i do.
that way, i can look at him alittle longer than usual.
sometimes i wonder what he's thinking about.
sometimes i fear.
ever so slight his movements are to tell me his dissatisfaction.
He's perfect, i say.
He didnt need to change.
but he would'nt listen.
at least, not to me.
not to someone he doesnt notice.

sometimes i think all he ever cares about is himself.
but that doesnt matter to me.
as long as he keeps looking at me the way i look at him
as long as he i can see him smile.

sometimes i see him dance.
sometimes i see him tryping ferociously.
sometimes, it's like i can feel his presence ever so close.
like he was there.

His tears.
oh,so heavy.
like a down pour,
little water droplets trickle down his face, drenched with sorrow.

i wish i could reach out to him.
go to him
and scream out
im always here with you
...but i cant.
not now. not ever.
it's like im trapped between this glass barrier
with him standing on the other side.
helpless is the word.

i dont see him anymore.
i dont just see...him.
theres another one now.
he smiles, she smiles.
i can feel myself cracking alittle inside.

silence doesnt fill the room anymore.
now, noises.
the moments we shared were the most intimate.
now it's shared by three.

suddenly exposed to the reality.
i know it is inevitable to avoid the truth.
tears shed were meant for someone else to look at.
smiles...
i dont want to think about it.

He broke me.

i know it's not on purpose.
i know he hadnt meant it.
i never expected it to end this way.
but it did.
and now, im shattered beyond repair.

yep. it's done! :)
the narrator, is actually, a mirror.
but more than that, it reveals a painful part of a one sided love.

we've all experienced that. we've all been broken.

i would like to thank wongfu productions ( check them out, they're just fantastic.) and shinkai makoto for the inspiration. it's because of them in the first place i started to write this. (getting a taste of their styles)
they're both just incrediable stories.
anyway, its already 2. i need my beauty sleep now.

you've been amazing, sitting here, reading this.
:)

thanks for hearing me out! :)
*love*

-Grace :)

2010-06-05T09:36:00.000-07:00

HI! i cant sleep! ): its bad. i know. but im thinking too much and i think blogging might help. :)
sometimes when i read other people's blog, i would wanna blog too! idk. blogging is contagious.

anyway. i dont quite know what to write... :)

nvm! i shall write encouragement! :)

you're like a caterpillar hibernating in a cacoon.
but when youre in your fullest confidence, you'll emerge into a butterfly.
a stunningly increadibly beautiful one,
with the bright bold colours and all.
and many people would wanna grab a hold of you,
they'd wanna hunt you down and enclose you and keep you in a stuffy air tight jar.
every waking moment would be tourture and torment, like you dont have enough air to breathe like that (which is true in that case. its not called an air tight jar for nothing, you know.)
your world would only be viewed from a glass divider,
and all that you ever hoped and dream of would be crushed.

ok after letting you read this, i think i have driven you to become 1.an amazingly positive person who inspite of all these, can see an upside in the situation, or 2. aperson who suffers from depression and would wanna commit sucide now.

what im trying to say is that, can you find an upside to this? can you be optimistic enough to see beyond your glass divider?
Apostle Paul was an increadiably optimistic person, who was a super fan of God.
inspite being in a prison,he praised God!
what was the outcome?
the bible says the earth was shaken and the chains of the prisoners dropped to the floor and the prison doors flung open!
everybody was able to escape!
more than that, they escaped to eternity.
because out of that prison,out of that situation, they desperatly ran out from it.
every single prisoner did not run out without recieving their salvation that day.

Brazil. what is brazil famous for,besides their chocolates?
football!
heres an extract from the team captain of the brizillian soccer team after winning the FA cup.

dutch interviewer : why do you think that the dutch didnt win the FA cup?

Brazil captain : would you kneel down and praise God when you've lost?

dutch interviwer: of course not!

Brazil captain: that's why.

get my point?
well,
if you have,
luv, i can already hear your glass divider cracking. :)

2010-02-08T03:55:00.000-08:00

An awesome friend of mine once told me,

//HAPPINESS is joy despite of your problems

whereas,

JOY is happiness inspite of your problems.

2010-02-08T03:25:00.000-08:00

hi there! :D haha.

i just wanna take the opportunity

(whenever i can)

to tell you! (yes you!)

,how awesome you are! =)

you viewing my blog makes me

SMILEEEE!!!! :D hahaha.

so no matter what you're facing through, rain or shine, sunny or cloudy,even with an after shower,

face the world and shout:

''IM OKAYYYY!!!!!!!

NOTHING CAN STOP ME FROM SMILING!!!

NOTHING!!!!!!"

then beam out with your brightest grin that you never knew you had, and tear out your clothes and run around in your undies! haha.

i was only kidding. please dont do this in public! (:>

but you're allowed to cry your heart out after that!

(only if you're really really sad)

remember!

when all else fails and your sky lacks a rainbow, look up beyond the clouds and know that there is someone up there that is willing to give you the sun! =)

whether i know you or dont,

i.would.wanna.be.there.for.you.

so now having said that, you can't say that there's not a single person on this face of the earth that doesnt care for you.

hahaha. =)

well, if not me, then Jesus. (which, in my opinion, is a wayyy better alternative.)

=)

peaceouttuppl. hahaha. =)

ps: i miss you karina! (even tho you cant see this! )

2010-01-30T07:17:00.000-08:00

*You

make

me

forget

how

to

breathe.

♥

*faints*

2010-01-27T04:51:00.000-08:00

This is what breakthrough looks like.

;

The sun can see now.

2009-12-27T00:00:00.000-08:00

i got my heart set,

on anywhere but here.

:)

this is just a random picture of a mushroom and therefore has no relation whatsoever to any of the words just mentioned above.
peace.

2009-12-26T08:19:00.000-08:00

I fell in love, in love, With you

suddenly.

2009-12-21T05:27:00.000-08:00

I gotta feeling!!!!

that tonight's gunna be a good night!!!!!

that tonight's gunna be a good good night!!!!!!!!

happy to be running with CHC! :)

LUV U ALL! :D

2009-12-21T05:07:00.000-08:00

Here comes the Sun.

doo doo doo doo.

2009-12-18T09:34:00.000-08:00

If you think the Mona Lisa is stunning.

you should look at my masterpiece.

in the mirror.

- God

oh, how He loves us so. :)

2009-12-18T08:36:00.000-08:00

Dont stop Dont change,
stay beautiful.

why must some music be so good, but so bad at the same time?

The content's screwed but the music's good.

-now the party dont stop till i walk in. (LOL)

misheard lyrics ftw? :D

2009-12-17T08:08:00.000-08:00

The prince took her in his strong embrace and clasped her to his heart.
''if i had a hundered kingdoms,i would trade them all for you,
my dearest love.
i was nothing until you.
-adapted from Judith McNaught ''until you'' (shes awesome go read her books.) (now.)

The ladies sigh, they wish there were more men like that.
but alas! not all boys can be princes.
however we hope they will be.

btw,i heart blogging now. haha.

2009-12-16T10:13:00.000-08:00

mummy... i wanna go home..... }': boohoo.

2009-12-16T09:33:00.001-08:00

running away from my emotions.

2009-12-16T09:17:00.000-08:00

everything's about me now,

when i dont have You.

im sorry.

im messed up.

now i need You badly. ):

2009-12-16T09:12:00.001-08:00

i feel like everything changed since i got back.

i hate that feeling.

2009-12-16T08:54:00.000-08:00

what happens when the people that you thought would miss you, dont?

screw it.

i wished i stayed in KL and never came back...

2009-07-11T10:15:00.000-07:00

[Serendipity]

想要有直昇機
xiang yao you zhi sheng ji
I want a helicopter

想要和妳飛到宇宙去
xiang yao he ni fei dao yu zhou qu
I want to fly with you into outer space

想要和妳融化在一起
xiang yao he ni rong hua zai yi qi
I want to melt into you

融化在銀河裡
rong hua zai yin he l
i Melt in the Milky Way

我每天每天每天在想想想想著妳
wo mei tian mei tian mei tian zai xiang xiang xiang xiang zhe ni
Everyday I think and think and think of you

這樣的甜蜜　讓我開始相信命運
zhe yang de tian mi / rang wo kai shi xiang xin ming yun
This sweetness I feel makes me begin to believe in destiny

感謝地心吸引力　讓我碰到妳
gan xie di xin xi yin li / rang wo peng dao ni
I thank gravity for letting me meet you

漂亮的讓我面紅的可愛女人
piao liang de rang wo mian hong de ke ai nü ren
The beautiful Cute Woman who makes me blush

溫柔的讓我心疼的可愛女人
wen rou de rang wo xin teng de ke ai nü ren
The tender Cute Woman who makes my heart ache

聰明的讓我感動的可愛女人
cong ming de rang wo gan dong de ke ai nü ren
The smart Cute Woman who makes me feel touched

壞壞的讓我瘋狂的可愛女人
huai huai de rang wo feng kuang de ke ai nü ren
The naughty Cute Woman who drives me crazy

世界這樣大而我而我只是隻小小小的螞蟻
shi jie zhe yang da er wo er wo zhi shi zhi xiao xiao xiao de ma yi
The world is so big yet I am small like a little ant

但我要盡全力全力全力保護妳
dan wo yao jin quan li quan li quan li bao hu ni
But I want to use all my strength to protect you.

the coolest part in the song? the chunk highlighted in orange. C:
hehe.
the melody is crazy awesome.
well,thats Jay for you. :]

NO! he's MINE. nt yrs.
hahaha.

im addicted to that orange highlighted chunk... D:
i even posted it on my msn nick. D:
coz its so awesome.
D:

they always say that girls in love are always prettier.
do they? i dont know.
maybe bacause they're always feeling loved.
lol. sry. pretty random thought. hahahah.

but really. is there always this split second, a small minute moment,
that makes a person fall totally in love with the other?
and the worse is, the other end is totally clueless about how you feel for that split second.
the other end must be thinking about so many other things,
...everything.
but.
you.

izznt that sad? one sided love?
but hey, it's gotta start somewhere.
then,will this love become selfish obsession?

after you get a taste from the other, theres always this hope in you.
that someday, that person, will love you the same as you love her/him.

you want more, you think about her,him, so often.
and then suddenly, reality just sweeps over you.
in actual, you're just dreaming. there's no way,no hope, for it to happen.
that you'll forever be a sister,a brother.
but never a lover.

coz it bites, it hurts, and you know it.
that you feel pain, but in a different way.
always makes your day huh?

izznt it weird that when people fall in love with each other, it's usually the most passionate
moment?
your heart wont just beat. but it'll thunder.
however still so silent.

and the slightest thing that the person requests,
no matter how much sleep you may loose on it,
you will do it.
even if it means going to all the four corners of the earth to find it.
and earth, being a sphere,therefore has no corners.

helpless, feeling. but what to do, right?
you're so in love, you cant see anyone but that person.
you're so in love that you despise it.
that you dont wanna be in love but you somehow are.

how can this human,like any other, who is neither your parent, nor your lover,
ever touch your heart with the slightest thing?
that it must be THAT person and not the one beside him/her?

why must must your heart be so focused?
when you cant even see
that the person beside him/her feels the same way
as how you feel for that person beside him/her?

the THEs and the THATs.
both you. both sad.
so far,yet so close.

your hopes are so high.
so fall back down.
making your heart shatter less.
then picking up pieces and glueing them back would be heck of a lot easier.

for when your heart is in high places,
and it falls,
a loud thundering sound.
deafening.
yet,
so silent.

im gunna tell you one thing though.
go ahead and love. love like you've never loved before.
who knows right?
better to keep that hope,
that love,
than to have never at all.

because there is happiness in love.
and happiness after the hunt.
the search.
where you win hide-and-seek.
where you win.

it was never easy.
times where you'll have to pick up the pieces,
taking as it seems forever to find them back again.
because you went up up up so high that no one could see you yet.
so tiny up there.

you went so high up,
That person couldnt find you,
its not your fault.
they gave up,
gravity.
letting you go, letting you fall.
leaving you to pick up the pieces by yourself.

never forget there are always forces that will break your fall.
break your gravity.

Friends will stop the bloodshed,
no promises on the tearshed.
but the Carpenter fixes you,
giving you a newer heart,
a stronger heart that will last longer if a fall ever happens again.
and you'll always be mindful.

coming back.
happy.
contented.
but tired.
He cleans your wounds one last time.
because he knows that even though he can mend your broken heart,
the outer shell would eventually die.
because you're a puppet with an authentic heart.
ashes to ashes, dust to dust.
your heart lingers.

he gives you milk and cookies,
tells you that you did your best,
He's proud of you.
comfort and warmth rushes.
then rocks you to sleep.
you sleep.

find a person that will always find you at all cost. no matter how high up you are there.
no matter how puny,tiny, you may look amongst the clouds.
because,That person,
would wanna soar with you.

oh grace... that was so beautiful... too bad i didnt get any of it!
haha. it's k. you're forgiven.
i just made literature! :D so proud. so proud.

it's up to you how you'd wanna view it.
and if you dont understand, it wasnt really meant to be i guess.

yeah. alright. it's 3.13am right now. im going to sleep. =)

g'night.

ps: [i thank gravity for letting me meet you.]

2009-06-08T02:39:00.000-07:00

[we r veri kool ppl. ]

so cool.

we're mad cool.

OH NOES!

look at this poor female-humanite!

egad! the symptoms of contracting....

AIDS.

okay. no. swine flu.

you feeling it? no?

are u feeling the SWINE baby????

no?

ok.

we come back next time.

see how happy i am with my new drumbsticks which i can never use because the paint will flake off, clify?

man. do i look like one happy corgi candycane baby.

-IMM FASHIONISTA!

they say so on the free tissue packets. not my fault.

[taken in korea.]

there.look how uncomfortable i look while standing next to thoes wild and unknown berries. because i know that it will probably give people a bad case of diarrhoea.

see how sharp and smart i am.

ok.i dont know.

bet seong eun probably knows. pfft. im pretty sure shes been to Korea a couple of times.

see.

i promised i was gunna show you pics from my trip.

in Korea that was

.....last..............december.....

[korean airport.]

how to tell between gum, and a can of coke.

and now you know.

no.... im not displaying my pimples just for you okayyyy????? lol

neither am i asking you to judge how crooked my teeth are or how i need braces or how i....

.......there's a rainbow on mah face, you see! x3

you know...incase a lion attacks you or smth like tt,

never fail to

panic,

put your hands in the air(like you just dont care) ,

scream like a sea monkey in lava and run around in circles like theres ants in your pants.

(which complements with the screaming just fine.)

yeppedoodle.

works everytime.
(if you dont believe me, look at how perfectly still that lion thing is :O

''woaahh....how does she do that?''

you whisper.

oh yes. and then you stare and wonder in amazement.)

dont you just wish you so were that kangaroo?

i know how you feel man.

everybody wants a piece of this.

(ok. but srsly, im not some freak who goes about kissing kangaroo mannequins, okay?

i mean..cmon!.... they're mannequins......)

we tite lyke brothas' yo.

n dat's how we do.

man. is it me, or does everyone look out of place in this picture?

i miss aussie... ):

CROCS. hahahah get the irony?

you kno'..cuz.... crocs...in the design of.... croc...o..diles? .......

oh yeeeahhh??? so's your face!

homie.

grace.

plz stop talking gansta.

just stop talking gansta man.

its not cool.

not cool.

i love pengiis.

they date. they mate. then they die.

but he never leaves her sideeeee..... =)

i dont mind having a penguin husband man.

no. oh.....NO. eurrghh....NO...

you sick bastards...not like that!!

SOMEONE STOP THE MADNESS.

NO MAN. theres a difference between 'penguin husband' and 'husband (as a) penguin'

you see? yes?

you see that now dont you??

great. moving on.

hisssss!!! or rawrrr!!!! or wtevr.

scared?

yep i bet. just like how your momma was last night.

now. who is the real GRACE?

ok. fine. i know. i see luci in the mirror.

stop rubbing it in!

THE END.

''oh my eyes!!! grace! why the sudden outbursts of random and rly kool pictures??!!! D:''

why you see,silly young naive child.

i just realised that people liked looking at pictures instead of reading good,intellectual posts like those wayyyy down there...

why,thank you.

i do also believe that they are very intellectual indeed.

[why,thank you] :

Some photoshoot photographer guy @ harvesthse. [u r cool.]

Trudy. [and also helping me draw the very 'sized down' swine nose pig mask.]

my Mother. [for not putting her thumb there accidentally. =) i luv u.]

Lizza. [for managing to capture the rainbow on my face. haha. even though she was painfully shouting at me to keep still.]

Luci. [for being so tolerant of my crap. hahah.]

for giving me a home...some food...shelter....

alright...

for being there,and being there for me =)

u guys are awwsum.

once you enter the zoo......

....you never leave........

peace.

2009-06-04T06:40:00.000-07:00

[i think i've gots the fevah.]
[realli...]

so, my day went on like this:

school.
lunch with khoi,weewee,and jo. [khoi owes me subway. lawl. right weewee?]
art 101. [heeee.]
home.
and
this:

Pb
Me

2009

12:47:07 AM
Confusion is nothing new.
[ftw ftw \Nerf.]
\your
kids,gunna fall in love with mine. who wouldn't.
umm

14/5/2009
12:47:09 AM
Confusion is nothing
new.
[ftw ftw
\Nerf.] \your kids,gunna fall in love with mine. who
wouldn't.
2nd tot

14/5/2009
12:47:37 AM
Confusion is
nothing
new.
[ftw ftw \Nerf.] \your kids,gunna fall in love with mine. who
wouldn't.
being gay doesnt look so bad..

14/5/2009
12:47:54 AM
[ftw ftw \Nerf.] \your
kids,gunna fall in
love with mine. who wouldn't.
Confusion is nothing
new.
heyhey

14/5/2009
12:48:00
AM
[ftw ftw \Nerf.] \your kids,gunna fall in love
with mine. who
wouldn't.
Confusion is nothing new.
dont
worry..

14/5/2009
12:48:09 AM
[ftw ftw \Nerf.] \your
kids,gunna fall in
love with mine. who wouldn't.
Confusion is nothing
new.
uve ald got tt covered then
(:

14/5/2009
12:48:20 AM
[ftw ftw \Nerf.] \your kids,gunna
fall in
love with mine. who wouldn't.
Confusion is nothing new.
and gays dont always talk to boys u know..

14/5/2009
12:48:24 AM
[ftw ftw \Nerf.]
\your
kids,gunna fall in love with mine. who wouldn't.
Confusion is nothing
new.
they talk to
girls..

14/5/2009
12:48:40 AM
Confusion is nothing
new.
[ftw ftw
\Nerf.] \your kids,gunna fall in love with mine. who
wouldn't.
thus..

14/5/2009
12:48:41
AM
Confusion is nothing new.
[ftw ftw
\Nerf.] \your kids,gunna fall in
love with mine. who wouldn't.
gay

14/5/2009
12:48:55 AM
[ftw ftw \Nerf.]
\your kids,gunna fall in
love with mine. who wouldn't.
Confusion is
nothing new.
u think everythings gay
lol

14/5/2009
12:48:58 AM
[ftw ftw \Nerf.] \your kids,gunna
fall in
love with mine. who wouldn't.
Confusion is nothing new.
okay chems gay

14/5/2009
12:49:02 AM
Confusion
is nothing new.
[ftw ftw
\Nerf.] \your kids,gunna fall in love with mine.
who wouldn't.
yea! i knw! de gayest of de
lot!

14/5/2009
12:49:13 AM
[ftw ftw \Nerf.] \your kids,gunna
fall in
love with mine. who wouldn't.
Confusion is nothing new.
haha and i gtg slp. ugh. im so gay right? yeah./

14/5/2009
12:49:22 AM
[ftw ftw \Nerf.] \your kids,gunna fall in
love with mine. who wouldn't.
Confusion is nothing new.
nite. gay.

14/5/2009
12:49:23 AM
Confusion is
nothing new.
[ftw ftw
\Nerf.] \your kids,gunna fall in love with mine.
who wouldn't.
no!!!!!

14/5/2009
12:49:32 AM
Confusion is
nothing
new.
[ftw ftw \Nerf.] \your kids,gunna fall in love with mine. who
wouldn't.
im gonna b lonely!!

14/5/2009
12:49:36 AM
[ftw ftw \Nerf.] \your
kids,gunna fall in
love with mine. who wouldn't.
Confusion is nothing
new.
aww cmon!!

14/5/2009
12:49:39
AM
[ftw ftw \Nerf.] \your kids,gunna fall in
love with mine. who
wouldn't.
Confusion is nothing new.
im
slping!!

14/5/2009
12:49:44 AM
[ftw ftw \Nerf.] \your
kids,gunna fall in
love with mine. who wouldn't.
Confusion is nothing
new.
go talk to bernard!!!

OH WAIT. WRONG CONVO.

HAHAHAHAHA. SRY PB. couldnt resist.

''on the 2nd tot...maybe being gay izznt so bad...''

''oh no!! im gunna be alone!!!! ~ *WHINE*''

haha. there there. arnt you glad i didnt show the OTHER convo??? =)

so,you gunna be a politician anytime soon?

i heard you wanted to.

no. of course i wont use this piece of really embarrassing information from your teenagehood to blackmail you and obtain control over the entire singapore eventually by turning the ministers against you and then building an army of evil hitler babies to take over the world by terrorizing innocent civilians with their evil baby-

no. of course not.

alright,alright people. i'll give you what you want. haha.

so heres what ''we'' and by ''we'' i mean, PB, calls ''bitching''.

roll it.

guys can be such jerks.

we guys r more complicated
4/6/2009
6:58:29
PM
<3>
yeah. right.
4/6/2009
6:58:40
PM
Confusion is
nothing new.
<3>
in a way,we're more delicated
4/6/2009
6:58:45 PM
Confusion is nothing new.
<3>
n girls can
be such bitches

not gonna say names

yeah. arnt we all in the same boat here.

n wt boat wld dat be?
not boat..

maybe a ship with

a vending machine or smth..
and a golf course

haha

not wt i meant

and an inflatable pool

or maybe a concret one.

yeah. better.

hah

dont 4get a basketball court

yeah.i guess we could use one of those.

but seriously.

guys can be such jerks and girls can be such bitches.

i agree with you on tt.

oh

ok

but girls r worse

guys are worse

girls r worse
not all girls are

and what do u not like abt a girl?

besides them dumping you.

not all guys r

dey're nvr straight foward

meaning>?
n freaking heartless!

wt do u mean by strght frwd??

juz say wts on their
mind!!!!!!

oh

that

so? guys go all 'hi!' and the next moment they're like as if u ate their cat...

and they love flirts.

mayb its de girl's fault

and they flirt back!

hth would she know??

and they dont open up!!

and theyre so cold!!!

COLDDD

girls r cold!!!!!!

guys are shitty cold!!

ok. fine. girls can be so heartless!

i knw!!!!!!

bitches!!!!

once they dont love u,they ditch you in a corner and break you apart!!

argh

and guys!!

i knw!!

they're suddenly all warm. the next, they seem so pissed!!

ive had de experience!

girls' fault!

we're not known for our mood swings!

and they dont even tell girls whats on their mind!!!

what do u mean girls fault??!!

dey try!!!

they dont!!

how do they??!!!

but girls never listen!

they do!!!!

and guys dont care!!!!

juz keep asking!

he'll open up!
RIGHT.

girls suck!!

guys too!!!

GUYS SUCK MORE!!!

mother f*****s!

THEY DONT CARE ABT GIRLS AT ALL!!!!

WTH

hv u seen de guy called hadzi!!!!????????????

GIRLS LIKE TO BACKSTAB OTHER GIRLS AND GOSSIP ABT PPL!!!

HV U SEEN TT GIRL CALLED HERBERT??!! lol

lol..fag...

Dbag.

ARGH

hey

bitch wif u on de phone later.
sure man. anytime.

YEP. pretty much it. haha. if you didnt get it,then sad for you. D: haha
im joking.
*love*
so yeah.

we r 2 kool[at least,only me.] teens wif issues.

ps: pb,you asked for it, you gots it. Dbag.
pps: i miss karina alreadyy!!!!!! DDD:
WAILLLLLLLLLL....

2009-05-27T05:00:00.000-07:00

[im not afraid to cry every once in awhile.]

hey guys. exams are over! =D

actually,it ended about a week ago. haha. just lazy to blog.

but..here i am! dangdangdang!

yeah.

today we had cell! or rather,pm. hahaha. it was retardly fun. hehe :p

we played blind mice in the end.
BLIND MICE.

yeah. it made me feel very happy.

C:

hey there stranger.
i dont know why we've become like this,
but lets just stop the madness.

or has this somehow turned into white noise?

you seem to far away.
so far away from where i am.
are we're doing this to hurt ourselves?

i dont getit.

you said you loved me.
but i pretty much guessed that was a long time ago from now.

honey,you lied when you said you loved me.

and i dared to believe it.
i dared to dream.
but i preferred you lying anyway.

it brought less pain.

baby,please turn this white noise into a white lie.
i dont wanna hurt anymore.

i dont wanna let go.
''if you love me,set me free'' you whispered.

i did love you.
and for this,you flew away.

beyond what i could ever reach.
you did not hesitate.

my life.
as it seems,
is you.

releasing your freedom,
captured mine.

i am now like a bird in a cage.
thoughts of you and me
haunting my mind.

honey,

baby,

'' if you love me, set me free.'' i pleaded.

i tried to hold your hand.

but you had already flown too far away...

ps: emo poem ftw.

2009-05-03T06:45:00.000-07:00

[hello]

.....hello there.
i hvnt blogged for awhile hvnt i? haha.

first off,i noticed the last msg in my tagboard.
lol. i luv you sarah! *AHhah*
thanks for the calls!(:
i love you.

and thanks joey!! =)) love you.

and matthew....? i guess...
HAHA.

ahahaha as you can see.. ahahaha haaahahaha im using nevous laughter to make me feel less guilty.
=)

let the ice be like....broken.

yay! i just freaked wee wee out. *laaa~*

lol.

so yeah,i am here to tell you about my day-today.
(happy now pb?)

and for thoes of you who always ask me to update my blog,
think again.
ahaaha

warning: the following might just kill you

brief (HAHAHAHA you'll get the pun later. lol) summary:

hadzi doesnt wear underwear when he plays basketball.

THERE! i didnt wanna say i told you so,but incase you havnt died-oh i dont know...because you just so happen not wear underwear when playing a certain sport that reqires alot of jumpi- yeah.

i told you so.

see i even took the liberty to highlight it in yellow, so that it'll blind your eyes, without knowing the truth.and even made the font size extra extra asian. but did you listen??

noooooooo.

ok. now you guys can haunt him after reading this.
do it only after you finish reading till the last sentence of this blog.

ok. the end.its haunting time ,babeh!

okay okay... i'll somehow find motivation to blog...
after the exams.
and im supposed to be studying now.

yeah.

*note to self and everybody else*** never put terrence and hadzi together.

ps: today was the worst day of my life. (:
pps: totoro!!!!!!!!! =D HEHEE.
ppps: joey wan two three four five. and liyan. LOL. -__- hah.
pppps: ''all eyes on me in the center of the ring just like a circus!!'' ''somewhere over the rainbow!!!'' wth. dont sing. you know who you fag are.=) (notice: i put a singular fag. bcoz one is and the other izznt.)
ppppps: yeah. uh.. im gunna study now. do your best for the mids everyone.

stay beautiful- like me.

''you egoistic bastard.''

''no. im bus second.''

''....you fag.''

LOVEGRACE.

2009-03-07T21:43:00.000-08:00

[i could be,on the last train home]

it's been a long time since i posted,havent i?
=)

saturday was fun.
=)

went to the library to study...haha
omg grace studies??!! omgomg *brain overload* *boom*

oh right. teenagers suck. noisy little punks.
went up to 'verging all teens' and it was like a night market there. wtf.
and some are pretty rude too. alot wanted to pick a fight.
and it was crowded like....a school of fish! [lol,yes,very good description.]

=D

other than that, went to the 2nd lvl and sat next to the toilit. -__-
its a wee sad though. keep hearing flushing sounds....
ohh....the flushing sounds.... oh...the agony...

then van came! and everything went right. LOL
yeah...got us a seat to study etc.

after study, got books to borrow, felt like a super nerd.
(i already felt like a nerd when i entered the library, you see.)

okay so making this short, we went to see push at 9.40! hahahaha.... OMG PUSH WAS SO EFFIN COOL. =))

actually,we wanted to watch slumdog millionair.
ticket fag: yes?
van: 2 tickets to slumdog millionair.
fag: okay.... *looks at both of us* ID?
van: *takes out id*
fag: *checks her id,looks at me* *rolls eyes* id?
me: i forgot to bring mine.
fag: *glares* then sorry,you cant watch it. any other movie?

T__T we were both pissed.

seriously.. lol...hahaha.... then after we bought push... like...after 3 seconds, we litterally LOLed HAHAHAHA.... funnyy....omg...
so i cant get smuggled in eh?
okay yeah...it wasnt very convincing... lol...i dressed like a 13 year old...so.... ):
boohoosobsobsob.

okay,lesson learnt. gotta dress like a 19 year old next time.
why not 16 year old?you ask.
because i look and dress like a 13 year old. so 16-13 = 3
thats like...a whole 3 years! D:
so to look at least 16, 16+3...what does that equate to??
19! so yeah. wth. how do 19 year olds dress?
*ahem* shall ask an overly matured adult....
TRUDY!!!! how do 19year old people dress? =\

yep it was fun. and we were both really really really tired!
forgot how cool it was to hang with van. harhar. oh right...
as you youngsters like to use fancy internet type lingos.... Kool with a capital K. =)

and i just realised how you can forget a language with lack of practice so fast ):
its kinda sad.
all gone! ):

only english,chinese and cantonese remain. sigh.

oh right. back to yesterday. went back home...and watched the tapped version of flightplan on channel 5. hahaha.
it is touching! =) oh,for the love of a mummy. <3

but its kinda sad though. coz the little kid woke up,said,
''are we there yet?''
T_T
how clueless.

for those who dont getit,its either you havnt watched it, or you exploded midway till you couldnt get to the last part.

go watch it. i give it 3.5 sold out jumbo hotdogs. (stupid. wanted to eat a hotdog while watching push. but guess what? yeah! they all sold out! gumblegrumble.)

was playing the piano during commercials. i can play alittle of lu xiao yu just by hearing it! =)
yay. i rock. you pebble.
=)
actually...i like pebble better than rock. smooth-er.
hahaha...

i just read the christmas card trudy gave me. and lell gave me. =) loves.
sorry if i acted un-friend like lately.
pms sucks.

and yeah...so does someother stuff.

somewhat made me feel unlurved. =\

sighh...

okay so yeah! that was yesterday. slept at 2. =)

now im writting the sheet music for lu xiao yu [rain]
it's awesome. go check it out on uchoob.(youtube)
argh. writting notes suck.
):

alright. gotta jet.
GOTTA JET.
GOTTA JET.
lell:''obsessed!''
*im an airplane!!!weeeeeee-oooooozooooommmmmpssshhhhh.. lol*
<3>

tomato sauce.

ps: i would never let you go,if you promise not to fade away.

2009-01-30T07:00:00.000-08:00

Tagged by Lizza and lell. :D

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Honey,Honey-Abba

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
I wanna be with you-Mandy Moore

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Once upon a broken heart-The beu sisters

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Livin La Vida Loca-Ricky Martin

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
You give me something- Jason morant

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Stand by me-elvis presley

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Happy together-david cook(cover)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Accidentally in love-counting crows

WHAT IS 2+2?
Chocolate rain-Davedays cover

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
We were made for each other-Jack's mannequin

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I'm ready-Jack's mannequin

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Light up the sky-Yellowcard

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
You'll be in my heart-Phil collins

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Only one-Yellowcard

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Respect-Kelly Clarkson

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Pictures of you-The last goodnight

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Cry-Mandy moore

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Kill the messenger-jack's mannequin

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Don't go breakin my heart-jesse McCartney (cover)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Crush- David archuleta

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Way back into love-soundtrack frm music and lyrics(lol)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Pushing me away- Linkin Park

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Stars- Switchfoot

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Will you remember me- Corrinne May

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Hot N' Cold-katy perry

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Can't help falling in love with you-Elvis Presley

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
The way you look tonight- Frank sinatra

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Someday we'll know-mandy moore ft. switchfoot

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Thinking of you-Katy perry

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Chariot-Gavin DeGraw

TAG:
everybody.
:P

2009-01-30T03:53:00.000-08:00

[hi. i'm awesome girl.]

lately,i couldnt log into my blogger dashboard,because whenever i try to,it always hangs.
=/

oh and i just found out that theres www.blogger.blogspot.com
HAHAHAHA...thats what i typed once...
i am clever!
B)

uh. right. ahem. i always wanted to change my msn email add...but i never got the will to...
i have too many contacts and i cant be bothered. so i have two email adds. lol.
if you have not added me yet, grace_in_little_pets88@hotmail.com

haha...my email add rocks okay.
created when i was 10 years.
8D
HELLZ YEAH.

and you could probably know how the first half of my day went on weekiat's blog...
haaa...

OH btw,im a superhero! :D
im awesome girl.

and my two partners in crime are puberty boy and coke0 girl.
lurv u both,babes. (;

HEHEE.

upcoming events? valentines day is coming! =)
*yayyyy*

yeah,it's like i have anybody to celebrate with.
im a pathetic loser. *whimper*

okay no...i've got plans for valentines day! BIG PLANS. starting with writing a letter to the principal.
-and NO!!! not a bloody love letter!!EW!! heck NO. -
cause we* wanna *beepbeepbeepsmthsmthsmthsecretsecret* hahaha.
you guys will know soon,on valentines day. THE WHOLE SCHOOL WILL!!!!! WUHAHAHAHA.

yes.

epic.
ness.

sigh. valentines day is a band day... i just realised that.....
ahhhhh.....
take of the 'n' in 'band' and it'll make perfect sense.
but its not that i hate band...i just wanna celebrate v-day with my chickasses...
)8
im gunna be so left out!!!
)B
sobsobsob.

but nevermind. i will survive. *korean stuff* AJAHH!! (lol....wtvr.)
FIGHTING!

HEHEHEHE....

OH SPEAKING OF BAND...we may play ponyo!!!!! HAHAHAAH
~PONYOPONYOPONYO!!! ^^
we may be learning the ponyo song from the japanese anime movie 'ponyo smth of the...smth...'
lol...yeah hahaha go google it!!! i mean the song...HAHAH =DDDD

and i never knew ****** was sweet.
he's gunna do something awesome(i think. i hope. *hyperventilates*) for someone on valentines day!!
:D

dont ask how i know that.
i dont know exactly what, but hes planning it with ******...

YES. IF YOU"RE READING THIS,YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
(******!!!!!! youre supposed to help us instead!!!!!)

lol...just wanted to add that in, even though im not involved. ):
i meant the help part.
HAHA *shiver*

heh. like posting ******** thingies will actually make a difference.....
sobsobsob.

er,right. so ****** go! go get ch'yo woman!

LOL...censores always seem wrong....

hey you ************!!!! i hate your ***** and ******* so shut your ******* and eat that ****** over there by the ********.... *********************!!!!!!!!!!!!

****.(damn)
**** ** ***** ****** (this is kinda annoying.)
** ****** **** *** (im gunna stop now.)
***. (lol)

*****.(peace)

ps: puberty boy asked me to include a topic on friends.
okay puberty boy.

topic/ i have many friends. i am a very friendly person. but i only seem to think this is so.
/topic.

happy?
pb: happy! =)) i lurv u awesome girl! =))

donneth.
hehe.

2009-01-25T02:26:00.000-08:00

[wish you would step back from that ledge,my friend.]

i dont know if it'll really help to write my feelings and emotions in this blog,or rather,anywhere at all.
coz keeping it inside seem to burden less people.
and maybe its not a very healthy thing,but it helps other people in a way,i think.
then i realise that its not just posting your feelings on your blogs.
i realise that blogs,be it girls or boys posting,it centers around them,me,myself. lies,gossip,hurtful things,and hypocrypitical views.
i dont know,whatever you see as a typical 'blog', its you to say.
so yeah. you dont have to read everything, coz its better this way. but incase you think i have no emotion,or im just...i dont know...*some mean cruel HURTFUL comment/insult/shit* (lol.)
then you can think whatever you want.
coz i proudly say i have back up.
btw,its not healthy to keep writting about emo stuff on your blog. so,*happy thoughts*
*happy thoughts*

here's my shit.

''maybe listening sad songs on the internet will make it feel better. maybe after crying alot,all the water would just dissapear,so crying would never be possible again. maybe im trying real hard to live the day.maybe its hard to smile but i do it anyway. smiling makes people happy. and maybe i know the affairs of the heart. maybe i know too much. maybe i know too little. maybe because he,she,me,it doesnt really matter anymore. maybe making it too emotional is too much. maybe theres something else to hurt. maybe hate, maybe being selfish. maybe,but anything but hurt-again. maybe im sad,but im not weak. maybe i am weak after all. maybe im always the hindrance in every love story. maybe im always the obstical. maybe because alone seems so familiar. maybe when i try,its always or either to much or too little. maybe people should be nicer,friendlier,and didnt gossip, or talk behind each others backs. maybe im clueless of what im doing.maybe i scold you all secretly infront of the mirror,maybe i think its okay,so i try to hide it. maybe you're a horrible friend. maybe if i try to make it better. maybe i did try,but youre not. maybe all this hurt, im just thinking to much. maybe you should have done something. maybe someone cheered me up for a change. maybe crying just works for me. maybe lies arnt so bad after all,if it was gunna hurt me so, if it was gunna make me alittle farther from you,if it was gunna make me even try so hard to love you back,so that things would be the same. maybe i cant take it anymore. maybe im trying to conceal it. maybe im trying to think,act like everythings okay. maybe im from another universe. maybe im different. maybe im not normal. maybe when you say,'you're normal'in your heart, you mean to say '' youre just like everybody else. youre just you. you dont matter. youre just the crowd. youre just the crowd im stuck in. so i'll just do with you,normal person. i'll do better than you. i'll achieve more than you than you'll ever in a life time.i dont care,as long im at the top. i dont care if youre hurt,my happiness is more important. oh im gunna make it dramatic and win the sympathy of others, youre the bad guy here.'' maybe somethings wrong with me. maybe im not perfect,and so are you. maybe what i say are lies. because the truth hurts so much more. and this truth,will continue breaking my heart. breaking. breaking. breaking. maybe coz if i smile,be happy,and surround myself around with friends,then everything would be replaced with happy moments.''

maybe all this gave you a new light towards me. maybe it'll just make you hate me more. i dont know.
i know all this will make you think im an emo sap, with no backbone.
one glance and say,
''emo people suck.'' press [x] on the browser, and go somewhere else.
or just LOL. because its funny that i have emotion, or because you think of me as a big joke.

whatever it is to you, i wont care.

coz whatever the obstical,i know i have God on my side.
and no way are you ever gunna make me change that.
im gunna cast my cares unto him,and smile.
(i suggest you should too.)

=) like this.

(: and this.

:> and this.

:D and this.

C: and some of this.

:p and some of that.

lol....im being a moron arnt i?

haha,sorry,im a making in progress.

ps: i dont want to cut ties, but you being like this, izznt making it any easier. so please, even so, just give me sometime. okay? coz i hurt sometimes too. and im making my say. and i shldnt be apologising this time.

2009-01-21T01:56:00.000-08:00

[the new luke! =)][22nd january o8]

izznt that sad? the new luke...it's like replacing someone *special in my heart...

haha dont worry luke,babe(LOL),you always will be my lukester(wah. you sound lyke a rebel. LOL)

okay so wee kiat is the new luke.

HAHA!

bet you didnt expect that! =D

it has become a decree that there must be one *lucky young lad, who will and must be suitable for the role of the new... ''luke''.

haha im so gunna make it happen man.

so after much consideration of the thousands of interviews we had,in our imaginary office....

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

kiat.

you're the lucky lucky person who shall be the new luke! =)

yayyy.... *confetti* *confetti* -party like a rockstar,party like a rockstar-

hehee and the best part is...you win....

lots of attention!

HAHAHAHA... :p

wee kiat: *batters teary eyes* ouhmeegee! i never though i'd see the day! i feel like i've won something really really really really really really really really really really really really really really awesome! :D

everybody: HUZZAH!

hahahahahahahaha

but i feel mean....coz we keep making fun of his mole(s).... HAHAHAHAHAHA...

wee kiat! you jerk!

HAHAHAHAHAHAH-

*ahem*

dude, dont take it too seriously okay?

we r jus 2 girls hu lyke 2 partay.

LOL... we luv u. C:

yo' momma's so fat,that when she jumps into the ocean,

all the whales swim around her singing: we are family!

HAHAHAHA i found this so funneh. okay for you guys who dont get it, the ''we are family'' part, is a song. haha...you can google/youtube it. =) purely just for laughs.

i know,it wuahz randum.

can i say that today was a really horrid day, and at the same time, a weirdly awesome day?

think i can.

so it was p.e. right? and after running for 3 rounds, mr kenny asked us to choose between aerobic and anaerobic excercises. majority(including me) chose anaerobic excercises.

turns out that it was shuttle run, which i was fine at.

when it was my turn, i tried to run really fast... almost at my full speed, coz i didnt know we were going to run again and again till we were fast enough(orders from the kenster.). this was really stupid because,

if we keep running really fast for...awhile...we're obviously gunna slow down,instead of running faster.

i dont know if it was in my head(probably was) that we could change partners when we were tired. turns out i was wrong, and i friggin had to run again.

we kept running again and again because mr kenny thought that we were too slow,which makes this point relevant to point #1.

i didnt have breakfast.

i had my period.

okay, lol, maybe you didnt need to know the last part....haha oh well.

i congratulate myself for mortifying you.
happy face :D

m. i felt really sick. like....okay besides the embarrassing puke incident during sec 1...

(if you dont know,you can ask ex 1.2 people. im sure they'll be really happy to tell you about my misery.)

so yeah. i felt horrible...

okay imagine you have a headache. now imagine you have a headache plus a migrane.

now imagine- okay...this imagine thing is stupid! you cant IMAGINE a headache...

headaches take your imagination away!

okay redo.

headache+migrain+dizzyness+ringing in ears+jelly(litterally) legs+blurness of vision+hazy mind+ omg is that you?omg ahhhhh im trapped in the 5th dimension where there are weird people everywhere who would wanna bite my head off!!!ooohh omg i see wee kiat!wots that on his face? o_O + tiredness + go away,leave me alone+ bagpack.

you may think im exaggerating...but im not. this is really how i felt.

and it really surprised me that i didnt faint.

its like my body's giving me punishment...

uhh...for not being like myslef or something..i dont know! ask her! -__-

and i was like... ''grace!!!!!! damnit,girl!! faint already!!!!!''

and my body was like...'' shuddup fag.''

rarr.

it really was very bad,because we had math after, and i had to walk two flights of stairs(okay,at least not POA which was the 4th level,THANK GOD.)... and the books were really heavy... (se wanted to carry my bag, but i thought it would be a burden for her to carry two, coz she may be the one fainting instead of me...thanks anyway.)

came in the math class, crash and burned.

like,burn baby,burn kinda burn.

literally crashed onto the table and rested. i did this for a period or so, and mdm wong didnt even notice. so i thought she knew.

not till she hit me.

argh. she was like.. ''oy!! girl!! why u sleeping in class hahhh??!!!'' (while hitting me)

and i kept moaning with my head semi-buried.

''urggghhhhh....mmppfff...'' said i.

and then lell( thanks so much man! ) saved me and told her about my condition.

heh...and she stopped hitting me and said: ''ohh....so thats why!!''

DUH.

argghhh mdm wong, you're such a jerk!

sigh...but she tried to make it up by asking lell to buy hot milo...

and i dont know what happened, but in the end, shengyuan went down instead...

and he got me hot milo...and bread!

=) and everyone was like oohhing and ahhhing,(i didnt have the energy to protest,let alone feel awkward)...which i thought,didnt really help me. but anyway,it was really nice of him to do so, and he didnt want me to pay him back. =) so thank you again.

yay.

so math lesson ended, and then stuff happened,and during recess... and... uh....

*cough*

lell,liz,truz,se...you guys know what happend,dont need a reminder...

and thanks guys for trying to peep under the toliet cubicals... (LOL)

okay fine! to find me... -__-

and sorry if i made you guys.... feel... uhh...uncool...

and thank you lell for being such an awesome buddy...

and thank you lizza for the hug...

and thank you trudy for the... ''are you okay? whats wrong? huh? '' (you've proved yr point of being my mother.)

and thank you seong eun for being awesome and caring...

=) lurv you all.

after recess(i think), we went to the bio lab...and got to see..cells! on the microscope! =)

and i totally forgot to bring my books from the bio lab...found out(at night,at home) when i was searching for my handbook...which was also in the pile of books i left...

(which i found back the next day)

so it was the end of school right? and lizza,lell and i went to take 198 to clementi...

liz: hey grace,have you ever watched the moive babymama?
me: uh.... no....is it a movie about a mama who turned into a baby?
liz: no...
me: baby turned into a mama?
liz: NO...
me: a baby whos actually a mama too??
liz: nooo....
me: a mama whos a baby?
liz: NO!!!!
me: a mama who THOUGHT that she was a-
liz: SHUDDUP!!! NOO!!!!!
me:.....is it a band?
liz: tsk. i alread€y told you that its a movie right???!!!!
me:*pause*.....ohh....*pause* but hey... it'll be kinda cool if it was a band huh? lol...
genre: screamo.
like.... ''WAHHHH!!!! WAHHHHHH!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! MUMMY!!! MUMMY!!!! MUMMY-WAHHH!!!WAHHHH!!! AHHHHHH!!!'' *mad guitar solo*
*laughs*
liz: *stares for like 3 seconds* *laughs*

LOL...just thought i should include that. (:

i am nice! =)

hahah... right... another thing.

as i was walking home,i accidentally,unknowingly,dropped my ezlink card! :O

''how did she know that she dropped it?? hmmm...''

okay before you get suspicious...

a nice guy actually gave it back! =)

now,izznt that nice? i mean,he could have taken it and used the money...but did he?

noooo....

he gave it back! =) yayy to nice people!!

hahahahaha....

okay,it was about THAT point where i thought about my whole day...

and then i realised a pattern that whenever something bad happened, something better always backed it up. and definately, there are really nice people in the world...

i mean,if you havent met them yet,then you're probably hanging out with the wrong crowd.

i thought about God too...because i realise that everything just fitted so perfectly according to his amazing plans. how he really cheered me up whenever i was down,indirectly, but still there. he gave me amazing friends, family, etc. so i feel really really blessed. and through all these set backs,even if i was almost* drifting away from him, i think i drew closer to him.

woah...a whole post about my day... lol... okay cool. hehe.

ps: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA i love school.

T__T

2009-01-15T04:33:00.000-08:00

[up.....and.....dates. updates.]

this past few days have been really, REALLY hectic. i now,as im typing, that no energy to do anything else other than have finger excerise because typing really seems that way. so sorry guys if i dont sound very cheerful/'normal' in my post. but rest assured, i'll resume posting nicer and cooler posts once i get my arse to bed earlier. ha. ha.

see.

my mind is actually in monotone. (thats how tired i am)

so we're back to topics again. (:

whoo.

yeah.

awesome.

so instead of reading about my life, you get to read about something else more interesting and informative that may or may not be useful to you in the future.

but whatever.

let's get it on.

ouh yeah. hold up. okay,by the way guys, thanks for bothering to read my blog, even though it may be alittle extreme or too funny for you...

coz i was pleasantly surprised when they said i hit 1014 views as of dec. 20th 'o8. =)

i dont know if it's a good or a bad thing though. this will mean that more people will get to know me and my flaws....

it's like when i bite your head, but you're still alive,so you flash a torchlight to see my innards...

see.

i really wonder why you guys find this (or me) entertaining... really...

hahaha...

nono. im kidding. i really enjoy people looking at my blog. it means alot. so THANK YOU to all my readers out there. and even if i dont post regularly, i will because i seriously didnt know that that many people where interested enough.

and besides, no one ever leaves a tag... ):

so leave a tag next time okay? so i'll know you dropped by. =)

uh yes.

okay so back to topic. hehe.

remember guys,i promised you live footage from korea? haha...well the thing is i havent really had the time to complete or even start on it! yes i know.

im horrible.

but bear with me here okay?

and i know this is gunna sound sooo overrated, but, i've been busy with school work.

yep.

its the truth.

infact, yesterday i stayed up will 3 to complete my art assignment.

*cough* william *cough* darren *cough* U O ME ONE.

BOTH OF YOU.

yayyy....

okay,right.

im really sleepy now...just came back from the library after having *fun with lell. o(okay! sheesh! i wont tell you about it! gosh people...) so yeah hehe.

and i still hv lots of homework to do.

*yawn*

i wish i was my dog.

ps: thanks again. and sorry for this crappy post.

2009-01-11T03:59:00.000-08:00

[guys,if you make a girl feel like that, im gunna break your neck.]
[i mean it.]
[douche.]

listen and enjoy. =)

lol.

[btw,you may want to pause the other song that will be playing automatically.(scroll down)- its not nice listening to 2 songs at once. ): ]

Don't hang up.
Can we talk?
So confused
It's like im lost.
What went wrong?
what made you go?
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me
Im unchangeable

When did we
Fall apart?
Or did you lie
From the start?
When you said
Its only you
I was blind
Such a fool
Thinking we
Were unbreakable

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
was it something that I did?
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful.

Ive been told
Whats done is done
To let it go
And carry on
And deep inside
I know that's true
Im stuck in time
Im stuck on you
We were still untouchable

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more.
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

Wake up, wake up, wake up
Cuz im only dreaming
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my head now

Because we're much better
All together
Can't let go.

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

Make me unbeatiful

ps: "I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy,

I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry,

I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me- I’m going to smile."

pps: it's so sad! )': sobsob.

(uh,this does not relate to anyone. i just thought it was really beautiful. which makes the whole thing kinda ironic....heh...)

2009-01-10T05:37:00.000-08:00

[no marshmellows allowed in the campfire.]

whoo. i finnally uploaded a new blog skin. altough its messy...
ahem. this will do for now. (:

right! yesterday! my troubles seem so far away.....
uh....
that came out... differently.....

okay. on friday january the 9th 'o9,
we had a cca fair! and the seconday one's orientation camp.
it's where sec 1s get to know how little CCAs there are in the school!

...and then feel bummed out about it.

):

awwww! KILL JOY!!!

yes.
yes it is.

after a boring day of class, we went rushing out to grab our food and came rushing back. lell,se,karina and me crashed at the art room to help set up stuff. hahaha....it was GAY. GAY MAN.
getit? gay man?
HAHAHA....

it was gay, man.
:D

its like...WWE girl style. only,we're not men fighting for a belt.(HAHA. sooo gayyy...)
we're girls fighting for a shoe. LOL

okay,so picture this. or dont if you'd rather.

because its pretty effin' epic.

you see, lell somehow mananged to swipe my shoe,and threathened me that she was going to throw it down. (it was 3 storeys high btw.)
and stuff happened and next thing we knew, we were litterally.
LITTERALLY. LITTERALLY!!!!!!
wrestling each other to the ground
... and i was desperately trying to steal her shoe.

HAHAHA

the EPIC part was when i finally got it off, and just flung it outside the buliding. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
nice one grays,FTW!

WHOOOOO! go grace,it's yr birthday! -only its not.

uh...and then my shoe got thrown out too...
uh yeah... *cough*

fishball noodle anyone?
dont ask why...

okay. because im having that for dinner.

you just HAD to ask.

haha.... it was really awesome. i loved yesterday.
there was campfire too... and we were HIGHHHHHH on crack. hahahah getit??
CRACK?? thats what...a...fire....does....

coz..it crack-els....
:D

hahahahahha....
i am sho funneh.

oh and we pissed trudy off. ):
im a bad person...

sorry trudy. really. we wait for you next time k?
srysrysrysry....

SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SORRY TRUDY!!! IM SORRY!!!!! I DIDNT MEAN
IT TRUDY!!!!
I DIDNT!!!!! AHHHH!!!!!!!!
SORRRRYYY!!!
yeah...sry... wont happen next
time.... love you kayys??

mwazzies babe.

oh yes... and i learnt something new and interesting about miss yeo today...
but im not spilling.
:p hehe.

i mean obviously my descriptive skills arent up to standard to tell you guys how much fun i had...
only to say: it was REALLY cool, and REALLY fun.
and it kept my mind off things,for awhile. =)

that's a bonus.

oh oh...right..i missed out something important! haha. um..
band! o_O

yes,band! haha
join band!! join join join join join!!!!
(:

yeah, the plans were as follows:

-sec1 camp group comes in.
-intro.
-tour of the instuments.
-mini performance 'tong hua'.
-guessing of the instruments.(game time!)
-trying the instuments+signing up for band.
-get out.

yep. haha...i was involved in the tour of instruments(just holding up the french horn.) and
the trying out of instuments(where i let sec1s try them out.)

the sec1s are a lifeless,emotionless bunch of people.
during the mini concert, they just stared and clapped into space.

*chuckle* the little stoners!
its just not something anyone would say...
know what i mean?
yeah!

i guess they're shy too...
and they were too shy to try out the instruments...so we had to go to them instead and ask them.

okay this is a last min edit. hahahaha...

SO....i was tempted to scare the sec ones away...by holding up the french horn
and saying:
'' R U HORNY?'' lol
HAHAHAHAHAH-

.....then i realised that it wasnt very funny.

):

right. actually....sec1s are pretty cute people.
...small...
and i'm taller than some of them! ^^
im soooo happy.
=)

izzudin said that if we hit 30+ signatures, he'll threat us to pizza!
guess what?
HAHA 30+!
nice.

so we will be waiting....

for his excuse.

-__-

it was fun! did i mention that before? yeah, think i did.

oh yeah,and today i wrote a song.... about mr roy chua not smiling.
i have to say,im pretty proud of it. =)

hehe. i love mr chua. that emotionless goofball.

lol.

ps: why are the words sooo tiny in this blog?!

gosh i had to change this to large instead of normal... or it would have been...

this small.

2009-01-02T07:23:00.000-08:00

[HAPPY 2nd OF JANUARY 2009!!!!! oh wait- theres no friggin thing to celebrate about because its just the firggin start of school. frig. ]

reading other people's crappy blogs make me wanna make my own! HAHA (i am kidding.)(i think.) yeah, its funny how you read a person's blog, and then you get the lastest 911 on his/her life...it's like... stalking people... only....it not actually stalking................. *and q,gossip girl!* the secret lives of manhattens teenage socialites....(HAHA. pshhh)

does grace make sense you ask me?
no.
no she doesnt.

im not even sure about half the time you're spending here, that you even understand my blog, you're just too polite, so you just nodd and smile. RIGHT? I KNOW WHAT YOU DID LAST SUMMER.

right. like we didnt know.

so there were a mass of things that happened these past days. namely: new years eve, new years, and today.

NEW YEARS.

so we had this bbq 'party' and soon,people started arriving at 2+, we got all the bbq stuff ready and tried to light the damn pit with the cork. LOL yes. you heard me. CORK. (well,apparently,cork is a fire starter brand...)(ee....you sick.....sick..........)

no matter how we tried to light the cork, it just wont! well, eventually it did after an attempt to light like 20+(okay over exaggeration,but pfft.) corks.(those corks were old. LOL it was left over from another bbq,about 1 year ago. lol. IF you HAD to wonder...)

*and we all pranced away into the midday sun,singing and laughing with joyous cheer and excitement that fills the air like luke(lol) on steroids. THE END.*

PFFFFFFFFFFFFTTTTTTTTTTTT WHAT A LOAD OF.........CRAP!

haha nothing like that happend okay. lol.... we had charcoal fights and by the time we were done, we had turned black! that sounded kinda racist....as the saying by khoi and other VARIOUS people. *ahem* ''black does not mix with yellow'' LOL (sorry,inside joke.) (really, even if you THINK you get it, you only THINK you get it. getit? gotit.) yes. it was bad.

after clearing gunk off our hands from the charcoal fight, we headed on to the ''cooked'' food. and seriously. NO MATTER HOW YOU POKE A BLOODY CHICKEN WING WITH SKEWERS. NO MATTER HOW MANY HOLES YOU POKE IN IT, IT NEVER GETS COOKED. at least on a bbq grill. from my experience. HAHA. so we screwed the place and went up to my house to heat it up with mirocwave(and then later i found out we had no microwave :O ) instead.

talk about surviving the great outdoors.

haha! what time is it? time to fast forward it!! all aboard on the choo choo express!!!!

final destination 3(GETIT?!! CHOO CHOO....final destination.....heh...heh....)---> amazing race!(LOL team BERNARD AND SONNY owes TRUDY,KENNETH a drink. and GRACE a cookie. ^^
--> PILLOW FIGHT!!! and giggling and tickling and trying to kill one another with pillows of doom. WTH they used MY pillow. the pillow which i sleep on...AND MY STEVEY WEAVY(my turtle) to whack.... ARGHHH!!! and MY BOB(the mushroom) (WHICH I HAD TO SEW BACK) BUT IT WAS FUN FUN FUN! -->sparklers!!! and alil swing. T__T----->COUNTDOWN!!! which we celebrated in the mrt train coz we were late for the vivo one. T__T. HAHA. WE ARE AWESOME.
or at least i am. :p

*self apprecation! for the win! :D

oh and i also sprained my ankle on that day...and i didnt know it was bleeding until i took a shower...and kept poking on the wound till it hurt. (which izznt really the smartest thing to do)

anyway,by that time we took from vivo --> boon lay route, it was already 130!!(i think) :O
and because my normal bedtime is 1.30, and it being already 1.30, plus i slept at 3 the day before(2 hours wrapping prezzies. I MANAGED ONLY TWO PREZZIES.) and i think i acted a little like a drunkard at the end... because i ithink i suddenly laughed to myself...and then trudy had to leave,so bernard and i exchanged gifts....and when she left...i was already half dead,if not for my heart. and my brain stopped altogether. and i said weird things. and im still not sure if it was real...heh...
i'll go check with k and b afterwards... or when i can....or i'll just blow it aside...

anyway, credits to the new year's partay.

MY MUM. omg. seriously,sometimes,i think my mum is perfect.(until nagging starts. :p) but still,shes pretty(i dont look like her at all! D8) and intellegent, and artsy fartsy.
and sometimes, her lame jokes are actually funny! (which i tell my friends. haha) ily mum. and i know you cant see this. and i've not really said 'i love you' to you since....your birthday... so... I LOVE YOU! =)

TRUDY. for....helping out with lots of stuff! ahahahaha.....like food....movies.....etc. hahah THANKS MAN!!! =)

and the rest of the people. (HAHA SAD!!!!)(okay without you lot.....it wont even be a 'nys bbq 'party'' thing. haha...) =)

yay!! whoo! yes! alright!

and i've just realised something. i've typed quite alot.
:D

haha moving on!

START OF SCHOOL. DUN-DUN-DUN!!!!!!!!!!

i WAS supposed to get a call at 5.30am... INSTEAD. i got a call at 5.15!!!!! omggg...it was like the earliest i've ever woken up..for what? for school! :O

GEE. I WONDER WHICH EARLY BIRD DECIDED TO JUMP THE GUN AND GET THE WORM WHO WAS STILL BUSY SNOOZING WHICH HAVNT EVEN POPPED OUT TO BE EATEN YET. lol.

okay,but thanks dude. haha i guess? (: >
awww...check me out...im soooo sweet! (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH)

yes. we got to our classes.
my class....can be defined as.....uhh....interesting........i guess..... lol.....
this year will be different.

im not sure if its a good or a bad thing...so stick with me here...

yep.
our form was 'mr roy chua' and it true! the guy like..never smiles!!! D: how could anyone live with that?!! sigh..some people...
and he blabbed on about stuff like what goes on in the school and class... and stuff like that.
he even had SUPER NICE NOT BORING FANSTATICALLY FILLED WITH DIVERSED COLOURS powerpoint presentation to top it all off.

haha the sad part was...while he was saying stuff, brain and i went to talk about stuff too! like southpark. T__T. (i didnt really have a choice!)

FASTFOREWARD!!!

recess---> geo!
geo....geo....geo.....boon hwee kept punching me for no reason and just being his NORMAL...USUAL...boon hwee...LOL! and i got assigned to this group.... consisting of li jie,mattew and zhun siong!!!!! ahhhhhhh..... and we were like shoving the duty as the 'leader' towards each other...haha finally mattew became the leader. and we had a really *AHEM* *AHEM* COOL team name... team 103k! LOLOLOL(uhh inside joke...-___-) (and trust me, its safer not knowing. lawl.)

SO YEAH. oh..and after school me and trudy went to play tennis!!! WHOOO! :D

hehe farn.

lets wack balls babeh!

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...............

oki. so yeah. monday blues.... )'B
SOBSOBSOB.

but im psyched that the others (lell liz luci van etc) ARE COMMING BACK!!!! =DDDD
HOPEFULLY with prezzies for their BESTEST BUDDY,PAL and FRIEND, GRACE. ((:

hahahaha.

oh! my new year's resolution!
ready? ready!
okay? okay!

1234GO!

#1 get famous and faboulously rich.
#2 find a handsome,intelegent,funny,wealthy,awesome guy to marry.
#3 travel all around the world.

stop laughing...........

sighh...finefine. lets do something reasonablly acheivable shall we? okay we shall then.

#1 try to do something new everyday.
#2 TRY to wear a skirt. TRY.
#3 [something experiemental]
#4 study.
#5 [something personnel]
#6 sleep earlier. (which izznt helping much because im still typing!!!!)

acheivable enough? hope so.

hope this year would be awesomer than the previous year,guise! =))
oh and for the secondary 3s, *as the singaporeans say* time to do some seriouse... ''mugging''.

play times over kiddos. ):

ps. not all jocks are jerks. love an unjerk jock now! while stocks last.

2008-12-15T06:46:00.000-08:00

[posting songs were so much easier....]

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Disturbia.mp3 - Rihanna

its funny how a song like disturbia can be embedded into your bite-sized wee little pea-head like a kung fu chicken pow! bam! wham! kazam! mind control device.(not to mention your blog.)

dont ask me what kung fu chicken pow bam wham kazam is.

-its too awesome for you to handle. sad.

so anyway, i know i've been really MIA lately. and being all emo and crap.

well, i have a good explaination for that... well...im not gunna sprout all my problems to you,so relax and take a deep deep deeeeeep breath. (:

done?

done.

awesome. lets get crackin' lackin'! ^__^

so. #1 the reason why i was MIA was because i was in KOREA. yep. KOREA. and i will tell you my many many awesome super uber fun adventures in korea when i post my documentary on youtube-which i will post it here sometime soon- when im done with the video. which will be about 2-3 weeks time, because i'll be busy with homework.

which i havnt done yet.

which i...lost.

unhappy face. ):

so yepyep. #2. the reason why i posted jay chou songs and tagged 'emo' in it.

1.i like jay chou-he is awesome- and he's my favourite chinese/asian artist.

2. the lyrics are very meaningful and sad.

3.i like sad songs.

4.chinese songs do me good.

5.im running outta points to say...

6.oh okay i got one.

7.i was thinking about my dilemma(now previous)-which izznt very pretty-at all.

WOW. 7 whole points?! crunky! it must have been tough on yah! -or as the aussies say:

it must have been a battler on yah!

the emo thing lasted for afew days actually. not only did it affect my life, it affected my life. lol

*rolls eyes...sigh* and other peoples lives as well.haha.

because i wasnt really avowed as the 'fungi' (fun-guy,getit?)anymore...but im glad to say that ive turned back into normal now! (:

thanks everybody for the happy-up. now im back to my old mushroom self.

ohyeah and now,i dont stab myself,insted i stab others!(coz...i am ninja.) ^^ which is way cooler than hurting yourself!

nah... im only kidding...just playing around...you know...i do that alot...

*hands on hips* ^-^

'HAH HAH HAH HAH HAH HAH HAH!!!!!!'

or am i..................

SO. now that we have established and understood one another...

without furthar adue...

i give you.....

my.......

human droppings.(shit)(post)

(uhhh....*note to self: wrong usage of words for description of post...)

im sick of love. not love sick,mind you. oh, call it sick love perhaps. yeah!

im sick love. i mean...i've been posting ALOT on this subject man...

IT HAS GOT TO STOP.

hahaha...and by STOP i mean YOU GUYS.

OY. STOP LOVING OR I'LL BURN DISABLED CHILDREN.

wait!!!!waitt!!! before you form your angry mobs and torches...

JOKE!!!! JOKE!!!!!! i was a JOKE!!!!!! *HAHAHAHA!!!*

*hahahaha...?* am i right guys?

.........guys?

*cough*

right. well,it means to say i'll not be posting alot on this subject/topic, and for those people that constantly or wants to or has asked me for love advice, you can always drop me an email.

okay?

but if i do have alot of people asking me the same questions over and over, i may consider posting a post about it. (to shake you losers off. duh.) (lol...sorry, that was mean....i was kidding..)(whos the loser? whos the loser? *points to myself* this guy....this guy....this- stop.)

so,we understand each other, yes? yes? good.

hahaha....greatgreatgreat!

so screw love and all who inhabit it.

whoo!

*crumples the blog post like paper and throws it into the recycling bin with a waste paper basket icon on it.*

BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM BUM-BUM-DEE-DUM-DUM-DUM-DEE-DUM-DUM

okay,i guess i can tell you about my flight experience when i left for korea.

we were like a new line of drugs freshly delivered-smuggled into the night without a creek or a sound.

WELL... except for the fact that we're 100% gunna get caught when we get there and be disposed of. because of the security people and check points,laws and retrictions. the person smuggling us-in this case,the pilot-is the drug dealer smuggling us,will probably and was probably asking for it. for what? a death sentence. actually i think the pilot must be fucking stupid to even consider.

FINGER WAG FOR THE DOUCHEBAG.

but since its not in singapore, rules may not be rules, the tables may be turned and the game played a different way. who knows? he may get scott free with only a fine to pay. but then,no one likes getting caught,so either way-he's screwed. and not the good kind. (what the.....?)

oh yeah, thats when i woke up and realised that we werent drugs.

go figure.

instead, you can picture us as bobble heads!-i wouldnt give a damn.

so not to worry. wuahahahahaha....

but really, unless youre the pilot,you have no clue whats going on. only to hope that they're taking you to your pending destination...which is not cool. at all...

i mean,after all... they may take you to the frickin' north pole to see santa for all i know...

coz you know.... to make you one of santa's hohoho...............................................ss...

uhhh.... awkwardddd....o..kkk....moving on...

and they wouldnt give a shit about it. but im not saying that pilots are like that, unless hes a terrorist who had a screwed up christmas last year that hi-jacked the plane...or that the pilot has lost his nuts...or that the pilot has gone completely nuts................

yeah you get the idea.

so screw the pilot and drive your own jet airplane.

(i seem to be saying the word 'screwed' alot.)

ps: Put on your brake lights-You're in the city of wonder

ps: elvis has left the building. or rather. A bernard.

an endemic which will kill half of thailand.

2008-11-27T04:59:00.000-08:00

[it's still monday november 24th.]

Jay Chou - Qing Tian - Jay Chou

故事的小黄花
gu shi de xiao huang hua
The small yellow flower from the story

从出生那年就飘着
cong chu sheng na nian jiu piao zhe
Was wandering since he day she was born

童年的荡秋千
tong nian de dang qiu qian
Swinging on a swing in her childhood

随记忆一直晃到现在
sui ji yi yi zhi huang dao xian zai
Swinging her memories all the way until now.

ㄖㄨㄟㄙㄡㄙㄡㄒ一ㄉㄡㄒ一
re sou sou xi dou xi

ㄌㄚㄙㄡㄌㄚㄒ一ㄒ一ㄒ一ㄒ一ㄌㄚㄒ一ㄌㄚㄙㄡ
la sou la xi xi xi xi la xi la sou

(*note: there is no translation for these two lines, they're merely a musical scale such as do re mi fa so la...)

吹着前奏望着天空
chui zhe qian zou wang zhe tian kong
Playing an opening theme, looking into the sky

我想起花瓣试着掉落
wo xiang qi hua ban shi zhe diao luo
I think of petals trying to fall

为你翘课的那一天
wei ni tiao ke de na yi tian
That day I skipped school for you;

花落的那一天
hua luo de na yi tian
That day the flower fell;

教室的那一间
jiao shi de na yi jian
The space of the classroom;

我怎么看不见
wo zen me kan bu jian
Why can’t I see it?

消失的下雨天
xiao shi de xia yu tian
That rainy day that disappeared -

我好想再淋一遍
wo hao xiang zai lin yi bian
How I want to be rained upon again

没想到失去的勇气我还留着
mei xiang dao shi qu de yong qi wo hai liu zhe
Never thought that I still kept my lost courage

好想再问一遍
hao xiang zai wen yi bian
How I want to ask again:

你会等待还是离开
ni hui deng dai hai shi li kai
Will you wait or will you go away?

刮风这天我试过握着你手
gua feng zhe tian wo shi guo wo zhe ni shou
That day that the wind blew I tried to hold your hand

但偏偏雨渐渐
dan pian pian yu jian jian
But unfortunetly, the rain kept on

大到我看你不见
da dao wo kan ni bu jian
Falling until I couldn’t see you

还要多久我才能在你身边
hai yao duo jiu wo cai neng zai ni shen bian
How much longer until I can be beside you again?

等待放晴的那天也许我会比较好一点
deng dai fang qing de na tian ye xu wo hui bi jiao hao yi dian
Waiting for the day to turn clear, maybe I’ll be a little better then

从前从前有个人爱你很久
cong qian cong qian you ge ren ai ni hen jiu
Long ago, a person loved you for so long

但偏偏风渐渐
dan pian pian feng jian jian
But unfortunetly, the wind kept on

把距离吹得好远
ba ju li chui de hao yuan
Blowing, widening the gap so much further

好不容易又能再多爱一天
hao bu rong yi you neng zai duo ai yi tian
So difficult, (I have) another day to love again

但故事的最后你好像还是说了拜拜
dan gu shi de zui hou ni hao xiang shuo le bai bai
But it seems that, at the end of the tale you still said, “Goodbye”

ps, 从前从前有个人爱你很久 ....

2008-11-24T01:48:00.000-08:00

[jie kou(excuse)-jay chou.lets start with a sad chinese song.]
Jay Chou - Jie Kou - Jay Chou

fan zhe wo men de zhao pian
xiang nian ruo ying nuo quan qu nian de dong tian
wo men xiao de hen tian

kan zhe ni ku qi de lian
dui zhe wo shuo zai jian
lai bu ji ting jian
ni yi zhou de hen yuan

ye xu ni yi jing fang qi wo
ye xu yi jing hen nan hui tou
wo zhi dao shi zhi ji cuo guo
qing zai gei wo yi ge li you shuo ni bu ai wo

jiu shuan shi wo bu dong
neng bu neng yuan liang wo
qing bu yao ba fen shou dang zuo ni de qing qiu
wo zhi dao jian chi yao zou
shi ni shou shang de jie kou

qing ni hui tou
wo hui pei ni yi zhi zou dao zui hou

jiu shuan mei you jie guo
wo ye neng gou cheng shou
wo zhi dao ni de tong shi wo gei de cheng mo
ni shuo gei guo wo cong rong
cheng mo shi ying wei bao rong

ru guo yao zhou
qing ni ji de wo

(Second Time)
ru guo nan guo
qing ni wang le wo

Flipping through our photographs
Missing you is half hidden, half seen
The winter of last year
We smiled very sweetly
Looking at your weeping face
Saying goodbye to me
Too late to hear it
You've already gone very far away
Perhaps you have already given up on me
Perhaps it is already too hard to turn back
I know it is me who let it slip
Please give me another reason to say you don't love me
Even if it is that I don't understand
Can you forgive me?
Please don't take separation and treat it as your request
I know the persistence to leave is your excuse for getting hurt
Request you to turn back
I will walk with you all along till the end
Even if there is no result
I can bear it
I know your pain
Is the promise I gave
You said you gave me tolerance before
Silence was because of forgiveness

If you have to leave
Request you to remember me
If you are sad
Request you to forget me.

ps,i like jay chou.

2008-11-19T05:57:00.000-08:00

[pooh is yellow.]

HAHAHAHAHA....hahahaha.....yes. and before you say '' you yellow racist! "
think.
arnt you asian too?
arnt we on the same boat?
arnt we all human beings?
WHAT has become of us?
WHO are we impacting??
WHERE will this lead to??
HOW are we gunna face ourselves???
WHY is my mum reading this behind my shoulder??!!

yes folks. its time. its time to take a stand.
for me.
for you.
for everybodeh.

show grandpah nick that you care. that you're willing...
WILLING to take a STAND for MANKIND.
WILLING to help DISABLED PEOPLE.
STAND.

i want you. i want you, you, you and
YOU.
to grab into your pockets,
and....
''FREEZE! GIMMEH ALL YOUR MUNNIES!!!!''

teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.........................................

ehem.... sorry for the...*cough*cough* technical difficulties....

please,
call 1800-iwannastanduplikeanotdisabledmaninhisearly20swearingaearringonhisright
earwhoisreportedtohavebeenalesbianinherearly80sand90swhilebuying
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whichislikenotcool-007.

the ammounts are $5,$10,$20,$50,and $one-million-billion-thrillion-gahzillion-fahzillion-charzillion-william dollars.

donations will be proceeded to the 'Grace Song Jia En' foundations world-wide.

this foundation will save the rain forests,help prevent AIDS,cut down on the impact of global warming,
protect endangered wildlife species, pump glucose into people who stupidly had an overdose of sleeping pills, not support boob cancer and lastly, help the disabled.

yay!

all they need. all they need. is a second chance. a second chance.

and we will...
WE WILL FIGHT.
FIGHT.
FIGHT TO THE ENDS I TELL YAH!!!!!
FIGHTLIKEMIKE!!!!!!!
WHOS MIKE!!!
HAHAHA!!!!!!
IDONTKNOW!!!!!!

hurah! hurah! hurah! 3 cheers for the birthday cake!
:D

okay okay, down to seriousnessness.
we went to the audition for best group for this competition(destiny music awards). and hahaha...im not sure about the 'best group' part because ours was hardly a group.
hahaha...
lizza. and. myself.
:D

bud we're cool people!
and cool people dont need big groups!
yeah!
cuz we're Kool. with a capital K.
yeah!
and i failed terribly at england. (not kool. not kool.)

so before the audition,me,as the singer, got thirsty-and you know how important water is to.....um.......
everybody.....
and we didnt have any water!
SO. if youre despo and need water...like...urgently
theres always a toilet.

AND NO. I DID NOT DRINK OUT OF THE TOILET BOWL.
NONONONONONONO...

i drank out of the sink...hahahahaha.....
=D
wheee...
and they have this really nifty device where it automatically 'pukes' out hand paper tissues...
hahaaha
coolio.

so anyway, we finally went into the room for audi. and and and and and
we screwed up.
okay okay....i screwed up.
there were people in the room...
i freaked....
sang wrongly...
the rest fell into place...
haha...so yeah...dont think we qualified for the finals.. (3 finalist)

but the guy said that he will call regardless.(we still need to know).....so...yep.

after that!! hahahaha me and lizza went to her house to change...
roll under the bed..
ate salmon...
and the nice sauce thingy...
thank you again!! :DD

went out.... raining..
pitter patter pitter patter

OHOHOHOH YEAH!!!!!! i almost forgot!! hahaah on the way to lizzas house, we called lellel....
HAHAHAHAHAHA.....sry sry... just wanted to include that in.. hahaha...

okay okay..so
pitter patter pitter patter....
woosh! woosh! (the sound when cars drive past and water splashes on you-the passerby-who just happened to unluckily stand on that same pavement/sidewalk.]

went to cck mall....and then west mall....and then cck mall again...
alll for the love of lellels belated birthday gift! hahaha
and in the end we didnt buy anything.

got home...blah blah...
waited for the call..(it was abt 930 btw)
hahaha....so our hopes(lizza and I) of ever entering the finals was like.... super low..
and anyway, we, ok i, screwed up during the audi...

okay long story short.
in the end....

we
got
a
call.

OMG!!!!! YEAH!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I SRSLY HAVE NO IDEA IF I SHOULD BE HAPPY OR FREAK OUT!!!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

I MEAN....IM GUNNA GO ON STAGE,CHOKE ON THE SONG AND DIE.
DIE I TELL YOU
DIE!!!!

AHHHHHHHH...

okay yeah... theres much more screaming literally...
i just cant ahhh... it in the blog...
probably illegal or something...
either that...
or you'll just die.
(die i tell you die)

yep! we really need your support, so come join us at the finals at

22nd nov 08 (saturday)
7.30pm
@
Renewal
Centre
88 St francis Rd
(opp.
blk 20. st Georges Rd.)

for tickets, please email or add me on msn by saturday morning. :D
grace_in_little_pets88@hotmail.com

okay...i know i know... my email add's the bomb.

its super duper cool okay.

if you guys wanna find out more about Destiny Music Awards:

http://www.m-ilab.com/destiny/index.html

YEAH!
CLICK IT! CLICK IT!

THANK YOU CALIFORNIA!!!!!!!(and the crowd goes wild!!) *ahhhh* *ahhh* *ahhhhh*

ps: support team lizza and Grace!
-or i'll burn your house down.
^^

i love you all.

[its pagoda,Grace, not pagona]

2008-11-11T20:15:00.000-08:00

[its pagoda,Grace, not pagona]

hey hey hey its 12.15 and im sitting across the chinese gardens with my laptop.

on my head.
...awesome.

so i've been thinking alot lately, you know i do, and you know i have alot of free
time on my hands.
or my head-which ever.
and yes. i admit. sometimes i think of retarded stuff-ehem ANYWAY.
i noticed that alot of people have repeatedly asked me these questions.
and assumed alot.

-> hey grace.....do you have a boyfriend?

-> ehhh!! you have boyfriend or not?

-> i have a boyfriend,what about you?

-> i also enjoy long walks on the beach! sayyy, do you have a boyfriend??

-> i like to quack. oh yeah btw,you have a boyfriend?

-> oh,you can invite your boyfriend.

-> *shouts across the room* Grace!!!!! wheres your boyfriend????!!!!

-> Grace has a boyfriend!!!

-> Grace and ______ sitting on a tree,arggghhh!!!!!@*&%$#@*#!!!

-> oooh....her face is red(after drinking WINE.).... why? sms boyfriend??

-> you are invited to the cool people party where only cool people with boyfriends can come! (: which means you! (: grace! (: yes,you! (:

-> .............sup?..............*after long conversation* so whats your boyfriends name?

-> um..um...ummm...m..mmmales arh....which means bbboys...not mmmen...and fffffffffriends..which means close to you....and then you pppppuut them tooogether...so its 'boy'-nnnot man- and 'ffffriend'
which is 'boyfriend' bbbbut its not a bbboy-or a guy- who issss your friend, but more than a..a...aaa... friend,which you love, aaaand not.......

-> greetings earthling, do you have a single brained complex cell oraganism that is inferior to the female complex cell oraganism, combined with the........

ARGGGHGDWSGYVWKDBL!!!!!!!!!!!
gosh!!!!!!! whyyy? do i look unavaliable to you??
omg.. i think i seriously need to reconsider dressing myself up like a chirstmas tree
with a huge neon sign saying--> S I N G L E <--

and NO. the guys arnt the only ones who ask me
NO! not only are the girls asking me,
BUT MY ENTIRE FAMILY TOO.
okay,except for my little cousin and my grandda- thank you, you lot always make my day ^^

and the worst part is,its either they tease me for the obvious reasons and i have no idea why they even bother- by saying in that annoying chanting tone:
'oohh gracie has a boyfriend, and its a boy!''
ooohh- shut the hell up you little schmuck.
you're lucky you have little boy and little girl rights.
arghh.
urrghhh...
EURRRGGGHHHH...
MURAGHHHHHH......
PARKKKK..
i dont know why....
(i thought of seong eun. harhar. yes,you, park. seong, eun. )

okay...so MAYBE maybe...my msn nicknames all seem to direct towards a certain
''boy'' and that ''boy'' as you guys assume, is my ''boy''frie-okay i'll stop.
boyfriend.
woah. we're living in a world of criminal masterminds now eh?
nicee.
you little asses.
well,i say,life izznt always 100% love you know...
and yes,a few weeks back there was a post about love,
and yes, poems about love,
and yes, i just realised that this dosent help me.
jeez i really need to stop that.

the point: (ahh finally! :D yayyy!!!) i have no boyfriend, im a pathetic loser who can dream.
(what??!! thats it??!!)
YES YOU LITTLE....angels.
THATS IT.

haha..about the 'pathetic loser who can dream'
KIDDING! :D it was a joke... i swear...
i am not a pathetic loser
im a loser.
AH HAH! seeee.....biggg difference.
and i dont dream of love,
partially because my asain mummy wants me to score As on my
math tests while she makes fried rice,egg rolls and dumplings,
and because i have better things to do- like play pokemon.

i dont want to have a boyfriend okayy.... gosh... get it in your head people!!!
DONT WANT.
and though it flatters me sometimes when i have offers...
guess which loser rejects them??
this one.
T__T

and i am a moron.

so ya'll lil kiddies out there, when ever you open your little hole-
okay...MOUTH. geez.-
be reminded to think first then say and always brush your teeth.
do that or you're screwed.
and by screwed i mean tell your mummies that you burned my house down.

NO NO NO NO NOOO...seee..
its me, grace...im... im a nice person! i would never do that.............
....................................................................................

haha,i seriously dont mind people asking, its just that, sometimes, i get alittle annoyed.
like one time, this one day, i was asked bout 5-6 times by DIFFERENT PEOPLE.

so yes. no guy wants me, im a loser, and im kidding.

*points to myself* EVERYONE,and i mean EVERYONE
WANTS A PIECE OF THIS!!! hahahahhaa
am i right? or am i right?
:D
C'YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....
aww yeah.
i am the bomb.

'ahhhh!!! terroist!!!! she has a bomb!! ahhhhhhh..........'
boom.

'urgghh....whats that smell...????'

BET YAH DIDNT EXPECT THAT.

TEEHEE!!

ps. sorry, i only belong to my boyfriend as well as bestfriend.
butter.(my Dog.) and yes,he is male.
duh.
i said he didnt i?
geez people.

2008-11-10T03:20:00.000-08:00

targ. omg...two posts in a day! hahahaha....
im bloody cool.
:)
wait...wait..WAIT-....50 QUESTIONS???!!!!! O__O
holy smokes. hahahaha...haha...*breaks into nervous sweat*

1) Do you always answer your phone?
- NEW. i do nort. hehe...cause its always on silent
or i cant be bothered. :p
oh grace,you devil,you.

2) Its four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
- Lizza,mr B.Tan, or Khoi. (its possible...that boy's too unpredictable.*shudders**shivers**mcjeeperscreepers*) oh yeah.... and JILL.

3) If you could change your eye color what would it be?
- light brown,blue,gray,grean-ish blue-ish,grey-ish blue-ish, orange.(dont ask why.)

4) Do u Like Dr Pepper ?
- no... i like Dr lim from across the street, he runs a 24/h clinic and enjoys long walks on the beach. perfect.
however,hes a hundred years old.
*shrugs*

5)Do you own a digital camera?
- yep. its so cool, it had to be named cannon coolpix. whoo! :D

6)Have you ever had a pet fish?
- yeah...i called him Ali.... after the the boxer....
what? hes a fighting fish!
no...he died of cancer.
oh wait. you mean the fish?
oh oh... yeah...it still died.
(lol...im kidding abt the cancer part...hes still alive...heh heh...)

7) Favorite Christmas song?
- jingle....bells? lol

8) What's on your wish list for your bday?
- *deep breath*
:D smosh pull-over. VISIT http://www.smosh.com/ and get it for me! =) please?
:D smosh shirt(boxman for president '08!).
:D chocolate rain tee(white) from TAY ZONDAY http://www.districtlines.com/Tay-Zonday
:D novelty tees.(preferrably http://www.threadless.com/ )
:D orange shades.
:D a black shirt with a big white G on it (like geno's...hahahah).
:D a plain white cap with a cool simple logo on it.(THAT billabong cap).
:D luke as my dog.
:D a pretty snowglobe.
:D a switchfoot album.
:D have alot of haters and fans on youtube.
:D travel and see the world.
:D go to an anime convention(be a cosplay marvel).
:D take a pic with hiro nakamura ftw(coz hes my hero<3).

9) Can you do push ups?
- aww cmon,even you too????!!!!
stop critizing my boobs!!!
HAHAHAHA....ok seriously,yeah, i can do push ups.. T_T

10) Can you do a chin up?
- mm..yeah i guess i can...

11)Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
- im proud to say, excitedly nervous. hah! i didnt answer the question,did i....

12) Do you have any saved texts? Who are the senders?
- yep. its from funny and sweet people.

13) Ever been in a spore flyer?
- nope. ive got an unused student discount voucher..heheh...from trudy..hahah...

14) Do you have an accent?
- i dont know....its a mix. but i've heard people comment before.

15) What is the last song to make you cry?
- iris- the googoodolls. (its so....soo... sob sob sob....)

16) Plans tonight?
- be emo-ish...and drink beer.

17)Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
- yes. afraid so.

18) Name 3 things you bought yesterday?
- i didnt buy anything...i was at home being lifeless...

20) Current worry?
- my haunting past and the unpredictable future.

21) Current hate right now?
- i dont hate anyone....not really in particular....
hate is such a strong word....lol... dislikes? um, cats.

22) Met someone who changed your life?
- yep.

23) How did you celebrated in the past New Year?
- hung out with friends in the afternoon,stayed at night with family,which my dad drove us out to see the nightscape... :) oh and got super loads of smses from friends wishin me a happy new year... hehe...

24) What song represents you?
- makes me happy-drake bell(when im high)
- stolen-dashboard confessional (when i feel loved)
- why does it always rain on me-travis (when im feeling unlucky)
- i dont love you like i did yesterday or hate me-blue october (and loads more dark songs) (when im emo)

infact,alot of songs represent me, these are what i can think of right now. :]

25) Name three people who might complete this?
- liz, truz and lell(z) lol.

26) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
-yes.

27) Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
- um.... no...im not sure if its even counted as dates...well i guess..... then um...*cough* 3/4 of a year *cough*

28) Do you have any tattoo/piercing?
- NAY. i dont know... i may get a piercing in the future.

29) Will you be in a relationship 4 months from now?
- dont think so. why? ye interested in me?? heh heh ehhh...
gosh im such a desperado. HAHA.
''but its impossible! our worlds just dont clash, i know you love me but.... '' lol

30) Does anyone love you?
-CHOO! CHOO! OBVOUSLY! - no idea where that came from.

31) Would you be a pirate?
- no. coz then i wont be able to go to the rated...'aRRRRRR' movies...
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!.....*silence*
you guys are the cause of my misery.

gosh yes i would! how else will c'ptain jack sparrow(johnny depp!!) fall in love with me? ;)

32) What songs do you sing in the shower?
- um...heh heh.... thats for me to know and for you to find out... O_O
OKAY I TAKE IT BACK. NO.
i'll tell you! gosh okay i'll tell you!!!!
err..they come and go randomly... but i sang makes me wonder by the maroon 5...
.__.

33) Ever had someone sing to you?
- yep. haha.

34) When did you last cry?
-im not gunna say...

35) What is in your pocket?
- a hole. ): im broke.

Do you like to cuddle?
- :D yesh.... hehe...

37) Have you held hands with anyone today?
- no...not today, comprende? hehe.

38) Who was the last person you took a picture of?
- my little cousin. hehe.

40) How many TVs do you have in your house?
- alot.... T__T about 4-5...lol....

41) Are most of the friends in your life new or old?
- new and old?

42) Do you like pulpy orange juice?
- i like the colour orange? heehee....okay..yeah i like those way better than the plain types.

43) What is something your friends make fun of you for?
- alot of things. ALOTOFTHINGSGRUMBLEGRUMBLE.

45) Do you like to play Scrabble?
- yeah...i like. :D

46) What are you saving your money up for right now?
- stuff in my wish list...sigh... and chirstmas-and birthday-presents i owe people... -__-
you guys made a hole in my pocket.

47) When is the last time you ate peanut butter and jelly?
- a couple of days ago! yum yum in mah tum tum. :D

48) What song do you want played at your funeral?
- tonight-FMstatic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDD....

49) What were you doing 12 AM last night?
- shitting on Dj max and smsing fags. hehe. i love you guys. heheheheheee.....

50) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
-abrupt pain and emotions.
because my dog barged into the room,jumped up and scratched my face.

TAG. TAG. TAG. you're it! .....and dont sue me for molestation!!! D: hehe.
liza,lell,truz (if you guys havnt done it yet.)
Diane,Joy, Jeanette and Kevin! (hahahaha :D)

HAHAHAHAHA!!!

-and to everyone!(mwuahahaha) do shit with it! whoo! :D

NOT SO FUN NOW,HUH?

2008-11-10T02:28:00.000-08:00

[rofl]

yay,i just organised my links bar! whoo! sorry to those people whom i havnt linked yet...i'll find the time. OH WAIT- i have all the time in the world now. T_T damn, these pass few days have been a boring pop song.
heh heh....i'll find the motivation somehow then.

warning:the following contents may bore the shit outta
you. seriously. it's just some dumb crap i let on
impluse to vent out my frustration.so if you want to do something else much more
meaningful,i strongly encourange you to do so.
if not. you've just wasted 5 minutes of your life.

im so freakin pissed.
no, not at you...no,this has got nothing to do with you...

GOSH YES YOU.
URGHHH!!!!!! KAH-*$@#%*^!@%-BOOM!!!

and you had to ask whats wrong.

its not you...its me.

SHIT. i wanna...i wannnaaa....IWANNNAAA.......

pet.my.dog.called.butter.

BOOOOOOOOOM!!!

whats the problem you ask? WHATS THE DAMN PROBLEM??!!
whats been driving me insane and utterly undecodable???!!!
okay, fine, i'll tell you what the freakin problem is.
not only did i do some blog browsing today, but i also stepped into-what seems like- a landmine.
yes,awesome grace, you just crossed your safety zone and stepped into your fucking past.
AWESOME. GOLD STAR FOR YOU. wheeeeee!!

what? you didnt think this blog will be always happy,DID YOU? well sorry little naive children.
today! will be about something different. SOMETHING ABSOULTELY DIFFERENT.

BYTHEWAY. not only did you fucking mentally and emotionally scar me,you also ruined the first freakin half of my childhood. yeah, you know,your ONE action cause all that shit i experienced and is now,UNFORTUNATLY experiencing.
GOSH I LOVE YOU LOT. I SERIOUSLY. DO.
and NO, i cant just let it go. and NO its not OKAY.
it still freakin hurts.
ALL THANKS TO YOU CFSHL.
oh yes. with credits to:
n,z and r for being bitches.
and SUB-fCREDITS to:
a,yw,and the rest of you fags.

SERIOUSLY.THANK YOU.
YOU JUST MADE MY LIFE A WHOLE LOT SIMPLER.

the upside is,if not for you lot, i wouldnt be made stronger,i'll still be a bitch,
and i wont have a life to go to.

ps: oh yes, TAKE A BOW.

2008-11-07T23:19:00.000-08:00

if you knew what i know,would you try?

would you know what you decide in your heart?

i just need you to tell me you love me.

quickly now dear, dont let your heart waver,

every minute of everyday time is ticking,

every minute of everyday i think of you,

another day without your smile,

another day without you.

is there time,

to just follow one desire?

time is ticking now dear,

dont let my heart waver now dear,

should this be what i fear,

that you dont love me anymore?

if you knew,what i know,would you try?

you're warm like the summer sand,

i wish i was your tree,little koala,

deep inside of me,theres a rush,

of emotion,

always stirs this funny notion,

do you ever wonder,

when youre all alone,

what im doing now?

do you miss me,

and ache when you dont have me?

does the rain ever remind you of me?

of the time we danced,

and then caught a cold after?

do you ever think of me?

have you been recieving the letters i sent?

they come and go pretty fast,

wonder if you've caught it.

p/s, look into my eyes.

p/s, turn around.

p/s,please hold me close

so i'll feel better.

p/s, i love you.

i wish it was us against the world,

you and i,

two in a billion,

we'll be together,

and you'll be mine.

hey guys, i just felt like doing this, yeah i know,random. hahaha...

ammature writing!!...sigh.

oh with compliments to dashboard-confessional! :D

was inspired by them haha..

oh,and dont forget to look at the previous post..

HAHAHHA..

the poems are dedicated to no one in particular... ;)

if so i wouldnt tell you anyway,HAH!

love you,

Grace(song) :D

ps:

coz there aint no way that i could possibly love,

without you.

2008-11-06T11:01:00.001-08:00

[MY WISH LIST]

okay people, whoo! grace got her wishlist so you can go buy her stuff now... byebye ^^

haha...i dont know how to make it nicer in the panel over there-->>

which sucks coz i think i'll have to get a new blogskin...haha.

i usually dont have alot i want...so i really want those.

HAHAHA..(some of them are crap over there lol)

i love you so much.

:D smosh pull-over. VISIT www.smosh.com and get it for me! =) please?

:D smosh shirt(boxman for president '08!).

:D chocolate rain tee(white) from TAY ZONDAY http://www.districtlines.com/Tay-Zonday

:D novelty tees.(preferrably www.threadless.com )

:D orange shades.

:D a black shirt with a big white G on it (like geno's...hahahah).

:D a plain white cap with a cool simple logo on it.(THAT billabong cap).

:D luke as my dog.

:D a pretty snowglobe.

:D a switchfoot album.

:D have alot of haters and fans on youtube.

:D travel and see the world.

:D go to an anime convention(be a cosplay marvel).

:D take a pic with hiro nakamura ftw(coz hes my hero<3).

:D davedays green shirt or cap or himself.<3

:D perform on the street with someone without a license.

:D do that in another country.

:D a porsche. its perfectly normal to dream okay...

:D not be noob at the guitar.

:D have a super cool conversation, where everyone totally gets me!

:D have people i dont know give me random gifts.

:D a hug from everybody in the world.

:D have a date with mr. darcy.

:D meet MY mr. darcy.

:D try to lick my wenis.(check it in wiki,yo.)

:D stop my mum from showing super duper cute baby photos of me to strangers.

:D beat my fasha in tennish.

:D a cool british accent.

(not dutch,mind you.hahaha)

:D my sudoku book finished.

what finished? i hvnt even started!

:D manage my own shop.

:D life time supply of starbucks coffee.

:D a cool poster.

:D super cool remote control car.

:D technology........ BD

:D autograph poster of the hillsong united crew.

:D my own super cool song (for me).

:D puma stuff? (its a change...)

:D hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

:D hahahahahahahahahaha- i should shuddup...

ps: get me the tees and i'll love you forever.

pps: infact,get me anything from there and i'll love you. (:

PPPS: i actually posted this post first before
doing the tagged one and the (now)bottom...hahahaha...coz everyone should go buy them for ME now.....EVERYONE. mwuahahahahaha.

2008-11-06T10:18:00.000-08:00

O. i got tagged.

RULE ONE:
People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE TWO:
Tag FIVE people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

Tagged by Liza and lellel

ONE.
If your lover betrayed you, how will you react?
- slap him and run away like a chicken. HAHAHA...NAH. i'll have buckets of tissues,ice cream and beer.

TWO.
If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
- have EVERYTHING on my wishlist done. WUAHAHAHAHAHHAA!!!!!!!!...im so cool.

THREE.
Whose butt would you like to kick?
- mccain's

FOUR.
Would you rather get caught by your parents while you are going at it or would you rather catch them on it?
- both are horrible!!!! D: but i'll have to go with the second one-if i have to...if i haaavvvee to.

FIVE.
Would you fall in love with your best friend?
-yep. as a matter of fact: we're all in this together!*hsm* *hsm* hahahahahha..
O__O OH MY-

SIX.
Which do you think more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- o3o i like being loved by cookies....okay 2nd option.

SEVEN.
How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
-i...dont....know......will he take long?

i mean....he's ald been in the toliet for the pass half hour....
sighh... i told him not to drink too much starbucks...
*chuckle chuckle* haha, i remember my first time in starbucks.....

EIGHT.
If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- stop and stare! you think you're movin but you go nowhere! - which is so true coz its so pointless. so, yah know you gotta keep it strong,move along,move along....

NINE.
If you were to act with someone, who would it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
- if my bf can act. if not....STOP MESSIN' UP MY VIBE!
like, get your own stage,romeo! hahahaha...
people who can put their act together....
getit? getit?hahahahahaha....*drumset*. silence.
i hate you guys....ruin my life.

TEN.
Would you invite your Ex bf/gf to your wedding?
- if i still have his contact coz i may have accidentally deleted his number on the night he dumped me. (im kidding.) i dont know, ive never been married before.

ELEVEN.
How would you see yourself in ten years time?
-working in a super glue factory.
ahh noooooooo..........i hope not. ):

TWELVE.
What's your greatest fear?
- i fear the Lord. (WAH-WAH!) okay, different fear. ummm....being alone..in...the...dark......
THIRTEEN.
What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- FAGS. (haha...its called a joke....JOKE!!!)

FOURTEEN.
Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- dun wan. >__<
married and rich.... hahahahhaha....i dont mind the first one...unless its permanent...

FIFTEEN.
What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
- ''5,4,3,2,1 and hes in the quarter of the final round...oh, oh, oh... hes going into the mid field....he getting past the red bitches.....OHEMGEE ITS A GOAL!!!!!! CHELSEA HAS JUST WON THE FINALS AGAINST MANCHESTER UNITED! and the crowd goes absoultely wild! *whispers:ahhhhh.. ahhhhh...ahhhh*'' then i rush to my table to check for smses on my phone, and then rush back to sleep again. chelsea ftw.

SIXTEEN.
Would you give all in a relationship?
- unless i marry the dude...if not....i dont think so.

SEVENTEEN.
If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
-the sweeter,funnier and more romantic one...
*shiver*.....even i creep myself out.

EIGHTEEN.
Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
-i will have to,eventually.
but i have not. *cough*

NINETEEN.
What is one song you think you will never forget?
- lollipop-Lil Wayne / Kanye West

She lick meLike a lollipop (Oh yeah I like that)
She lick meLike a lollipop (I like that)
She lick meLike a lollipop (I like that)
She lick meLike a lollipop

TWENTY.
obama or mccain?
-grace 'o8.... whooo!!! i run my own presidency,yah digg? hahahaha God save us.

hate

2008-10-28T04:40:00.000-07:00

[hate]

this post will be about love.
i love irony.
wah-wah!
:D

lol..actually, i've been wanting to post this for quite a long time, but didnt find the words to complete it. yes, love is a very vague subject, and yes, everyone thinks that i suck at this 'game' [like some people call it] and im gunna probably talk like a smart arse for the next oh i dont know how many minutes so sit back and just listen to what i have to say!!!!! D:<

please?
.....

yes. back to love. uhh...you know how weird love is...
even though you've seen millions of times of countless romance movies and dramas...
the thing is....
you never get sick of it.
[unless it becomes very predictable and the actors suck.]
other than that, it just becomes very addictive and often leaves you with a very tingly and warm feeling inside.
and no. its not a fart.

and i've know people who sit in their computers all day watching korean,japanese and taiwanese romance dramas on mysoju.com all day while sipping a cup of.... fluids..... and once they're done with the serise, they find recommended ones on the net and try to read the storyline to see whats interesting and then find it in mysoju.com and watch it again. if they cannot watch it,or if its unavaiable on mysoju, they simply search in other webs. there are irritating times when hosters take down the videos or the videos have problems with streaming or even appearing, leaving the person in alot of frustration because they want to watch the ending faster and move on the another damn romance drama.
i can assure you that it is not me.

i can also assure you that i do not recommend you watching dramas on myspace hosters because they stream slow.

how do i know?

bob told me.

whos bob?

i dont quite know.

what im trying to say is that we're living in a world craving love.
there are people willing in this world to reach out, seach across the borders -if they have to- to the farthest unknown regions of the world for -what?- lurv.

and there are some romantics that i know. namely, my friends? yep.
infact they have a blog about stuff...
check it out and you'll know [ http://mm-inc.blogspot.com/ ]
yeah.....

haha, its funny indeed that i know so much, but never act it out.
you know why?
shy.

lol...yes, im quite pathetic.
infact, i know other people who are as pathetic as i am.....[haha]
and yes, im shy when it comes to the opposite sex[well the one that i like]
and i tend to never show it.
i mean yes of course, i love my friends,i love people. but thats what i always threat them as,
friends or people.
nothing less nothing more.
[oh and im saying it in the context of people i crush on.]

SAD.

thats why they never quite notice me. D:
mmm...maybe if i wear alot of lights to school like a christmas tree..............
ooohhhh....and maybe people will put presents on my feet!!
omg so cool!!!
:DDD

harhar....
truth is, now, i dont feel very loved. ):
but i know that if i dont do this post, i'll never.
sob.

oh yes!!! today, lizza and i hung out and we sung!! whooooo!!! we got the song for what we want to play in the competition... :D heres the original! ;)
the second chance-hillsong united.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yKIT4KPS-VQ
it's worth the watch! :D

ps: VLOG.
:D

i'm not weird am i?

sock.

2008-10-20T06:27:00.000-07:00

[sock]

i dont know.... it kinda rhymes with..............NEW BLOG SKIN!!!!! wuahahahahaha!!!! i love me.

=)

haha....thanks to http://www.ignite-d.blogspot.com/ (liz) without you,my blog will still be..........

okay nevermind that.

i love uuu.. <3

heehe.

yes folks. there are still alot more of editing and putting in all thoes codes...which i will learn someday....someway.....somehow........

oh btw, does anyone know html? or knows ppl that know html,that can teach my...my...... 5th

cousins sister's son's wife's aging grandmother's granddaughter? she needs help with html too.

*ahem* yes, moving on.

my nails are too long to type properly on the keyboard and now my arm hurts. i think ill continue and edit it later....hahahahaha so long for now suc- owwww....dammn....my arm!!!!!!!!

edit on: 28 oct 'o8

okay, so yes. i dont quite fancy this blog skin though... everything's too small and too dark.
it's like...
you have to be asian enough to see it!
hah... oh wait...
oh asian!!
BOOYAH!
:D

wuahehehe.... :3

yes, and now i'll go post a new post with a new subject.
hohohohhh yes.

ps: and cut. thats a wrap.

a trip to Llanfairpwllgwyngyllgogerychwyrndrobwllllantysiliogogogoch

2008-10-08T05:44:00.000-07:00

[a trip to Llanfairpwllgwyngyllgogerychwyrndrobwllllantysiliogogogoch ]

yay.............BET YOU CANT PRONOUNCE THAT!

its an actual place...in UK-wales- and it means..................

*deep breath*

'' Saint Mary's Church in the hollow of white hazel near a rapid whirlpool and the Church of Saint Tysilio near the red cave."

wuhahahaha.....I KNOW...

HAHAHAHA its so retaredly awesomeee.... :DDDD

hahahaha...

but wait. this post will not be about long names... [even though i have alot to say abt them..maybe another time]

it will be about...

WHAT I-WE-I-WEEE-I DID TODAY!!!
tadahh!!

lawl.

so yeah i woke up at 730 EARLY IN THE MORNING.

WHY?! you may ask.

well, a certain someone wanted to meet at the school bus stop bud had a blond moment and

woke up late or something... and then asked me...AND HADZI...to wait at macs.

so then me and TRUDY went to temp mall like...SUPERDUPER EARLY. like... 1030...

and we were supposed to meet lellel at 1230! HAHAHA...................

okay so then lellel finally came....come.....ARRIVED!!!!
and we hung out and shopped!

like...walked and walked and walked...

until my legs grew tired and trudy's were about to cramp...hahaha..

quite amazingly... lellel didnt feel tired..

GOLD FOR NAPFA. hahaha....

okay pictures!! whooo!!

AND YES. I DONT CARE WHAT OTHERS THINK OF MY HAIRCUT.IT WILL GROW.

SO IF YOU HAVE A DAMN PROBLEM ABOUT IT....

SHUDDUP!!!

its bad enuff already... D: >

hahaa...but seriously...i dont care.. =)

so! the SUPER UNGLAM PICS OF TRUDY AND grace!

lellel's the normal one!! D: <

i hate you lellel for being so glam!!!!

*moan* *anoANOanoANO*

hehe... i love you lel....

okay okay...

i shld really shuddup now...

you know what? i dont feel like posting photos now... hahaha....will edit afterwards...

WHOOP! WHOOP!

2008-10-07T07:47:00.000-07:00

[whoop!whoop!]

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! yeah.

GAY!!!!! YAY!!!!! exams are finally over!!!! OUHMEEGEEE...

britney! lets go celebrate!

m'kay, i like totally need to like... so do my nails now...like yeah....its all...urgh now after the
exams... i think i held the pen too much...OHMAHGAWD! is that a....a.....a....A...
********?!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG*fans herself* MAYDAY MAYDAY!!!!!
like courtney, britney, noddy, i like so need a hanny paddy now... like YAH. uh.
(yeah okay sry.....I AM NOT BIMBO BTW,NOT BIMBO.)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
no seriously.

JUST KIDDING!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH...

i will never cut my nails for superfical display.....
oh wait-

SO, how are you guys? hows life threating you so far puny human...
still cant stop breathing eh....
ahh... tryin be tough ehhh???
staying alive and such.... *ba ba ba ba stayin alive! stayin alive! night fevah night fevahhh,cmon everybady!*
[yes, everyBUHdy.]

i think im gunna fail my chinese again...and my math....and my art... and my mother tounge..
)'8

SO SAD.

YES, THANKS FOR THE SYMPATHY U GUISE. REALLY APPRECIATE IT.
I LOVE YOU.
orly? yahrly!

buttwipes...
ALL OF YOU!!!!!!! O[]O

TERROR ON ALL OF YOU!!!
YOU BRING DISHONOUR TO TEH FAMAHLEHHHH!!!
*pokes you and runs away*

yeahh...
okay... i mean...i dont totally hate exams...
i actually kinda like them. i mean,besides the pressure,
look on the bright side(of life,doodum doodee deeedooo deedum!):
NO...NO HOMEWORK!
no....LESSONS!
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY....
NO BAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

did i mention no band?
NO BAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEAH! life was good.
and now, i have abt 7 more days to enjoy this BAND FREE week until we ressume practice and
my now perfect life gets shit again.
):

this past two-three weeks have been one of the happiest in mah life...thank you exams...
THANK YOU!!! i lovee you..
AND...
now that the exams are gone...
I DUN HV TO USE 1/10 OF MY BRAIN ANYMORE!
that means...
i can speak like this...
ninnnannnmnhnnnnannnnwnnnntnnnnsnnntnnnunnnnfnnnnnfnnnnn......oh yah...oh yah...
very clever.

and no one will know.....

i can.... rape a canadian!
um...no.... i dont think i would...
ill just rape my fish.
):

gulp gulp?
speaking of gulps..
I CAN CHUG DOWN SUPERDUPEREXTRAORDINARYSUPERFRAGASOMETHINGTICSESPIALLYDOCIOUS GULPS! [7/11 its a store...and moreeee...]*barney theme*[its also a brothel.]
eeee...the gayness!

oh right...and the best part is... its also my DADS birthday today!! WHOOO!!!
which gives like double the celebration.. =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! =)
[i owe you birthday present....]
I LOVE YOU!!!!!! <3333
=)

ps. thanks for the second helping.

pps. i may have [or may not] have fed cake to butter..

ppps. butter may produce a different ''cake'' tomorrow.

pppps.great. i will never look at cake the same

way again. genius grace. genius.

ppppps. i think i'll gag at the thought of cake.

rant on biasnessnessnesssss.... D:<

2008-09-29T03:45:00.000-07:00

[rant on biasnessnessnesssss.... D:<]

one of the many things i like to do is rant about stuff! and boy do i have a rant to rant about....
*rantrantrant*
argh...its not fair bcoz they got a higher mark.... D: i mean...YEAH!! i did the research and stuff..
argghhhhhh.....i did everything in detail!!! D:<<<<>

D:<<> whines.... awwww man....i so deserve to get a higher mark.... ):

im more dissapointed actually.... D': and sad...

oh yeah,its a miracleee....wheee.... its a winterwonderland.....
lol...nahh... but i really thank God for today....well...today was a really long-ish day for me even though school ended quite early[because of exams]

yah know what? i slept at 4.15 yesterday because of the science exam which was today...
=)
and yah know what? even though i walked in school like a zombie and i felt like i was floating in air..
hahaha....astronaut...hahaha *moon music* CHINA!!!! =) [congrats,congrats =)]
lol...ANYWAY....the thing that amazed me was that... not only did i have the strength to complete my two exam papers-science and lit- but i think i did it pretty well too! which is such a bonus...
=)))
that was when my mood turned when i got a really bad grade for art because of the biased teacher....my friends think i should get a higher mark too... D:<>
soo!!
trudy,lel and lizza..and me went to eat at macs *hahaha steal* :)) and then went to the jurong library to doodle on the tables....hahahaha....we had so much fun...and the even more amazing thing was that..
I DIDNT FEEL ONE BIT TIRED!! wuahahahaha...
hahaha...i've got my secret weapon....

hahaha...you dont wanna know what we wrote on the tables... :p hehe...
we took picture...lol...
mrs wong is gay.
sorry....random thought...
lawl.
HAHAHAHAHA......
oh yeah... i saw this thingy written by someone else on the table...
''hey,mr right....where are you?''
YOU KNOW WHAT SUPERRIFIC AWESOME FANTASTIC EXCITING FUNNY COOL AWESOME........AWESOME...... THING I WROTE AT THE BOTTOM???!!!!!
''on your right. hahahaha"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!
damn cool... =) im such a smartarse..hehe...

hahaha...hey fasahhhhs....*eee* ...really had fun with you guys!
and im gunna be totally gay and say..
I LUFF YOU [xxoo] U BUTTWIPES!!! =)

LIZA[u retarded buttwipe ] [oh yeah...and my sadist buddy...HARHARHARHARRR]
TRUDY[I LUFF YOU SPONGEBOB!!! =)]
LELLEL[D: never really talked to you.... I ONLY HAVE $2!!!sry...): ]

sigh....theres art exam thingy tomorrow.... ):
i dont feel like doing my best knowing that im certainly gunna get a slightly lower grade....
)':
sob sob sob...
rawr.

ps. i dont get you, mr frustrating...

you're like a girl.

on a period.

how do you feel?

i love you guys so much. T__T

2008-09-15T06:10:00.000-07:00

[i love you guys so much. T__T]

hahaha....hahahaha....dudes! dudettes! imma back! =D
WOOOOOSHHHH......
okay. so maybe i hvnt been the most consistant and frequent blogger...
....and maybe,just maybe i could brush up on mah computerlogy[html]...
but hey! its a start...
right?
RIGHT!!!
wuhahahaha...
oki.
move along....
(and queue song!)
~YAH NOE YAH GUTTAH KIP EAT STRONG, MUVE ALUNG MOOVE ALUNG LYK AYE KNOW YAH DOOOOOOOOO....
BAM BAM BAM!!!!!!!!
*silence*
.......does anyone know what im talking about?

well.....
well....
what about you huh?
huh?
huh?
huh?
u...
u.... PLACENTA!

HAH! BEAT THAT....SHARRON.

okay,neither do i.

haaa....okay fellas, guys and aqua people dressed in scaley tights!
todays topic would be on...
[WHAT GRACE ATE FOR BREAKFAST LUNCH AND DINNER.]
OKAY!! STOP!!! before you click on that [x] button.. let me tell you something...
what i ate for breakfast..lunch and dinner...
holds a very dark....dark.... past.
the things i ate....
were actually..........
dead.
DANG! DANG! DANG!

:O
....
............
................

yeah,other than that,ive got nuttin'.

haha... so if you're smart enough, the topic for today will be...*drumroll please*
*la lal alalalala laaa*

stupid things that people say!!!! *miley cyrus song starts playing*

lol.... not that ive got anything against her....
(and that my friends...is sarcasm.)

here are some totally random and awesome stupid stuff people say!!! whooo! (and thus,making complete dumbasses off themselves)

->''smoking kills. if you're killed....you've lost a very important part of your life.''-Brooke Shields, during an interview to become spokesperson for a federal anti-smoking campaign.(you may have heard this one before though)

-> DEATH: our nations #1 killer.

->'' fiction writing is great, you can make up almost anything.'' -Ivana Trump, on finishing her first novel

->"Mr. Milosevic has to be careful. The calendar is ticking." - Richard Haas, NBC News consultant

->"There is certainly more in the future now than back in 1964." - Roger Daltrey, Singer/Actor

->"The word 'genius' isn't applicable in football. A genius is a guy like Norman Einstein." - Joe Theisman, quarterback and sports analyst [i cracked at this one real hard]

->"Can you hear me? Squeeze once for yes and twice for no." - Police detective questioning a wounded officer

->"It is white." - George W. Bush, when asked what the White house was like by a student in East London

->"If it weren't for electricity we'd all be watching television by candlelight." - George Gobel

->"And now, will y'all stand and be recognized." - Gib Lewis, Texas Speaker of the House, to a group of people in wheelchairs on Disability Day

->"I cannot tell you how grateful I am -- I am filled with humidity." - Gib Lewis, speaker of the Texas House

->"For most people, death comes at the end of their lives." - GLR broadcaster, UK

->"I owe a lot to my parents, especially my mother and father." - Greg Norman, Golfer

->"My sister's expecting a baby, and I don't know if I'm going to be an uncle or an aunt." - Chuck Nevitt, North Carolina State basketball player, explaining to Coach Jim Valvano why he appeared nervous at practice.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! omgushhhh... hahahahahaha.....
yes,laugh....laugh at people's mistakes,mock at their misery...
uhh...okay!
PFFFFTTTTTWUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
hahahaha... okay...so you guys get them right? yeah, you can probably find others on the web...
=)
=)))

hehe.
pfftt....fftttt.....ftt....bwuhahahahahahah!!!!!!!!....
*cough cough* *cough cough*
SHUDDUP GRACE.
soooo! TODAY!
well..today... haha...nothing really interesting happened... periods like lit[1]and art[2] were pretty boring and we were slacking all day because the teacher also slacked along with us...
=)
oh, and seong eun and i went to je entertainment center and we ate at pizza hut! again... -__-
hahaha...GOSH. its like...wut?! our 6, 7,8 time together there!!! hahaha...yeah..
went home... read a book...thought about... stuff...
stuff?
what stuff?
i didnt say any stuff......
there! i said it!
stuff.
..........................
HAH!
lawl... yep. purrddy much those. =)
ouh yeah, and i'll write more next time. =)
promise.

oldies- arent they hip?

2008-07-18T04:04:00.000-07:00

[oldies- arent they hip?]

hey everybody! like, where's grace? here i am.
now. =))
haha,in 40 years...
sorry, i really didnt feel like doing anything on the blog-like posting,for once....so i dont blame you for not figuring that i've just posted another one! =)
so todays topic is, oldies!
OUHMYGOSH. dont oldies rock? haha... yeah, they do. and im actually listening to the carpenters now... =) ''yeaterdays once more''
every sha la lala , every woah oh ohhhhh...
hahaha.... yup. its time to take the young in old. haha.. they always have this echoey voice thing...
WHICH IS SO COOL!!! hahahhaha...
i like the beetles also... one day, i wanna go to abbey street... there was this one time where the beetles did something on that road-so its famous now...gah, cant remember.. D:
the corrs are nice too... haha... irish... ''yo mun!!''
oh wait. thats jermacan.
oh!! i who can forget nervana.. ''smells like teen spirit'' that was awsome.
BRIAN ADAMS! ''everything i dooooo... i do it for youuu....'' awww..so sweet... :D i like i like..
haha...yes. ELVIS. -you aint nothing but a hound dog... ahh...thank you...thank you very much...
the 90's and their hairspray...

and lets not forget the christian oldies-which will never grow old,WHOOOO!!!!
i've got a whole book of hyms...
there were so many that stood out...and that i could remember in my kiddiehood...
mmm... the classics were...
''blessed be your name'' -blessed be your name, in a land that is plentiful...

''crucified'' -above all power, above all things,above all nations and all created things, above allwisdom,and all the ways of men, you were there before the world began...

and

''here i am to worship'' [not sure if its cosidered an oldie...its just..kinda old..] -king of all days,oh so highly exalted,open my eyes, let me see, beauty tat made this hear adore you,ope of a life spent wit you... here i am to worship....

hahaha...yeah awesome... you can go check the songs out at youtube haha... or other music places... imeem? mutiply? ilegal downloading? lol
there were loads more,and it'll probably take me forever to do this... haha, so yeah!

time for todays activities...
lets see..nothing weird happend at school... although trudy hurt her other toe... which stings now.. ): oh, i gotta pretty disturbing sentence from khoi.... as expected for every other day...-seriously, you dont wanna know.. at least, i wont tell you... :b
OH!! OHH!!!!....i almost forgot!!!! HAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.... okay, so van and me went to explore the other hawker centres....hahahahhaha....HAHAHAHAH heres the good bit. i saw my really big band senior[who broke his toe] playing with those arcade games thingy,and the game was really really not all that cool...hahahhaha.... only, there was no arcade, it was a cramped comic book store, and there were no doors-going comando. and he was alone. haahahhaha....sorry, dont think its very funny when i typed it out...but if you actually saw it...
well, lets say, you'll probably break your laughter box. -in my case, im a pro.. =)
after that we ate cool stuff in a japanese restraunt... oh, and i owe van about 8 bucks... i didnt have any money on me.. D:
i went back to band,came back,was bored, switched on the computer, and started typing.

yes. my life is pretty......
okay,thats for you to fill it out yourself... :D

oh yes. i also have a BBQ partay tmr!!! WHOOOOOO!!! i hope over 60 people come....

hands are held high.

hawhawhaw....

2008-02-24T00:11:00.000-08:00

[hawhawhaw....]

first post in like.... 20 years.... woah.
okay, so heres what i did.
on my wish list, i wrote: start a cell group in sch [ which is like, almost impossible,almost.]
GUESS WHAT?!! impossible is nothing!!! yeah! and that was like...the first thing i accomplished in my list... haha
well,basically,a cell group is a youth or adult or old people group that joins people together, and do something amazing: praising and sharing the word of God. [can i hear an amen?!! AMEN!!!!] [sorry, i hear alot of online sermons...] which reminds me about cell Sunday,which is like...today. we heard British preachers preach online. it was super dramatic and Corny because they put music in...who puts dramatic music in sermons?!!
but there was a point there.... i mean that, even tough the music and the voice were muffled and freaky-like, it was a powerful message...
who would have thought about words like ''betrayal of ages''?
its harsh, but thats kinda what they want to do, like snapp you out of the dreamy,dreamy world you're in....
and then he says more about 'Christianity' and 'humanism'

okay, its a really interesting and cool sermon so later on i'll post the website where you can download it..

i'll write more if i have time[its now testing my endurance factor], but right now, i gotta do stuff...
hohoho....

2007-12-23T01:47:00.000-08:00

i just noticed a book on my bookself...which i have never noticed before...lol
its call, the teen's topical bible, and,its old. :D so i browsed through it and found some interesting things...
what to do when you're anxious:

Philippians 4:6-7 (NIV)

''6Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.''

->Luke 12:25-26

->matthew 6:31-32

->john 16:33

when you're angry:

Ephesians 4:26-27

26"In your anger do not sin": Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, 27and do not give the devil a foothold.''

->proverbs 14:17

->james 1:19

->matthew 5:44

when you're confused:

Proverbs 3:5-8

''5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;
6 in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.
7 Do not be wise in your own eyes; fear the LORD and shun evil.
8 This will bring health to your body and nourishment to your bones.''

->jeremiah 33.3

->john 8:12

->james 1:5-8

when you are disappointed:

psalm 33:0-22

''20Our soul waits for the LORD; He is our help and our shield. 21For our heart rejoices in Him, Because we trust in His holy name. 22Let Your lovingkindness, O LORD, be upon us, According as we have hoped in You. ''

->psalm 16:8-9

->ephesans 1:18

yep,theres alot more, but im not going to type the rest out.. too many.. D:
haha,hoped this helped,who ever you are..
oh,and also,some of my favourite websites :D

i know, i can link them and stuff but im too lazy right now.. :p so that'll have to wait..

www.deviantart.com ->this is my favourite website for art, if you need any inspiration or whatever, click it. :D

www.gsincx.deviantart.com -> my deviantart account, where you can see my artworks,which consist of mostly doodles... haha. i dont have photoshop, which is sad. then i'll be able to do cooler work..

www.facebook.com -> you can add me or whatever,haha. i do not like friendster.com.

www.biblegateway.com-> you can find stuff from the bible here

www.thesuperficial.com -> coz you're ugly. lol.. no,haha.... celebrity gossips.

www.tvshow6.com -> watch anime,movies and tv shows here! [ of course,it's free.]

www.kawaiinot.com -> really cute. not. lol,but it is. comic strips.

www.thevintagpeddler.com/clackers.html -> i bought my clackers here!! :D

www.gaiaonline.com -> i used to play it. it's still nice.. :)

www.neopets.com ->hhaha, my first online game ever. go grundos.

www.letssingit.com -> i search for music lyrics here.

theres so much more sites i like.. so i'll fill it in when got time or feel like it. :]

i dont want to stop typing though.. -__- im kind of bored.
okay,maybe,i shall talk about last saturday... it was fun because lellel acctually came! :D
wooo... lellel,if you ever read this, you better come to the next cell as well. yes, it's a theat. lol...
we played taboo and cranium,which was really cool and stuff. :p well,good and bad things happend there too, i typed alot of stuff about it[the bad part] but i deleted it... don't want to hurt or embarrass the person..even if the person did do something bad...
anyway, lellel and me talked alot, haha,one of the conversations were... a walk to remember!!! lol
haha... that was the subject of my other post.. carrying on, i got to know lellel a little better... :)
it was fun. when we reached the mrt we parted.[because she was going to yishun or whatever and i was going the other way.] so i hung with leon and the rest.[i forgot their names... :p they were girls.] so they started to talk about school skirts and how long or short they put it and stuff... haha, im not used to it.. -__-
okay,im typing like crazy, haha,haha. hot fingertips.. :D
im going to sakesushi tonight.. :D
as today is the eve of chrtmas eve... hahaha,merry christimas eve eve!!!! :p
heeheee...

a very boring day.

2007-12-22T02:00:00.000-08:00

[a very boring day.]

i was bored today.
so i did this post for fun.
now my boredom flees.

it's a haiku. [5,7,5 syllables]
=D

im not really into doughnuts,i dont really like them.
haha,haha i say.
no. i came up with the talking doughnut because i used to watch the doughnut man ,haha.
its a christian kids show which i used to watch alot[until veggie tales came].
and....i liked it! :D
its about a doughnut man ad his talking doughnut.
BD
those were the good days, at least,worry free ones...where doughnuts talked.
haha.

the show is really,really,REALLY!!,old... and it dosent show in the telly anymore. D:
darn!

-__-.. you can probably google it...

oh! i just googled it.. and.....the doughnut man still lives on!!!!! yay!!!
site: http://www.donutman.com/newsite/
8D
AND! if you want to hear the songs: http://www.donutman.com/newsite/?page=donutbox
8D

cool eh?

i just hope Rob evans is living.. if he is,hes probably as old as my grandda...
D:
i know! why dont i...

GOOGLE IT??!!

no. i wont, if it turns for the worst.... D:
the doughnut man,and duncan the doughnut will live on forevah....
SPARRRTAAAAA!!!!!!!!!
not.
THE DOUGHNUT MAN!!!!!!!!
too true.

-> this is NOT,i repeat NOT, the doughnut man.

-> this is the DOUGHNUT MAN.

bother why do i?

bored im because.

a walk to remember.

2007-12-21T04:54:00.000-08:00

[a walk to remember.]

hey,everyone,first post,weeeeeeeee!!! haha,I'm having fun,aren't you?
okay, a walk to remember, its a book. and it also goes as a movie!! yay!
and it just so happened that i watched........the movie!!!! yayyy!!! its about this guy and this girl.
yeah,you get it, romance. truth: not really into it. [friends drag you in.][especially the non-male types.](hahahahaha....on and on.)
[girls are like that.]
its about a very popular guy-falling in love- with a girl[who usually,is not so popular. -_-. boo.]
the girl is the daughter of a Baptist minister,and she is...
a christian!
besides the obvious facts mentioned,
her faith is the most important part of her life.even if it cost her some friends.
so summery: guy falls in love with girl,girl falls in love with guy,they become happy, blah blah blah, AND THEN! BAM!!!! she tells the guy she has an illness. [its always like that], the guy,poor guy, is...devastated,of course. and she will soon,die....... [everyone will,but its special for her case,shes young...okay,fine, you're never too young to die,and anything might happen, only God knows, okay,okay, carry on...]

so! guy and girl spend their remaining time with each other meaningfully. (: [they gt married too. and the girls like... 18...]
and then guy goes abroad to fulfill his dream as a doctor, 3 years later, when he comes back from where ever he was, she was... GONE. D:

its like that.

okay, i know it doesn't sound as sincere as you want it to be, but i only watched the movie half way, haha, lellel told me the rest... hahahahaha...

love,is like the wind,you can't see it,but you can feel it.

its a nice movie all in all, i give it..3/5 cinema seat space[haha]

1 Corinthians 13:1-8a and 13 If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

-its big and important.