You're the jam to my toast.
my moments.

I don't understand why we can't get close enough.

why,

Photobucket hello
there
person.
:D

Grace


is my name, and being awesome is my game. im a random person. i may be on ranting mode,or write a pretty poem,or do stupid,pointless tags which no one ever bothers to read.
moo.
if you've somehow managed to read this, then i give my applause to you,CONGRATULATIONS! you're actually asain enough to read this blog! whoo! awesome.
nicknames by which you are entitled to call me by.


Prodigious.

ha ha. im serious.

random stuff.

i like the number 21.
i like the colour orange.
i like mushrooms.
i like turtles and dogs.
i have a facebook account.

i have..msn? :D add meeeee....

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Thursday, November 27, 2008

[it's still monday november 24th.]


Jay Chou - Qing Tian - Jay Chou



故事的小黄花
gu shi de xiao huang hua
The small yellow flower from the story

从出生那年就飘着
cong chu sheng na nian jiu piao zhe
Was wandering since he day she was born

童年的荡秋千
tong nian de dang qiu qian
Swinging on a swing in her childhood

随记忆一直晃到现在
sui ji yi yi zhi huang dao xian zai
Swinging her memories all the way until now.

ㄖㄨㄟ ㄙㄡ ㄙㄡ ㄒ一 ㄉㄡ ㄒ一
re sou sou xi dou xi

ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ
la sou la xi xi xi xi la xi la sou

(*note: there is no translation for these two lines, they're merely a musical scale such as do re mi fa so la...)

吹着前奏望着天空
chui zhe qian zou wang zhe tian kong
Playing an opening theme, looking into the sky

我想起花瓣试着掉落
wo xiang qi hua ban shi zhe diao luo
I think of petals trying to fall

为你翘课的那一天
wei ni tiao ke de na yi tian
That day I skipped school for you;

花落的那一天
hua luo de na yi tian
That day the flower fell;

教室的那一间
jiao shi de na yi jian
The space of the classroom;

我怎么看不见
wo zen me kan bu jian
Why can’t I see it?

消失的下雨天
xiao shi de xia yu tian
That rainy day that disappeared -

我好想再淋一遍
wo hao xiang zai lin yi bian
How I want to be rained upon again

没想到失去的勇气我还留着
mei xiang dao shi qu de yong qi wo hai liu zhe
Never thought that I still kept my lost courage

好想再问一遍
hao xiang zai wen yi bian
How I want to ask again:

你会等待还是离开
ni hui deng dai hai shi li kai
Will you wait or will you go away?

刮风这天 我试过握着你手
gua feng zhe tian wo shi guo wo zhe ni shou
That day that the wind blew I tried to hold your hand

但偏偏 雨渐渐
dan pian pian yu jian jian
But unfortunetly, the rain kept on

大到我看你不见
da dao wo kan ni bu jian
Falling until I couldn’t see you

还要多久 我才能在你身边
hai yao duo jiu wo cai neng zai ni shen bian
How much longer until I can be beside you again?

等待放晴的那天 也许我会比较好一点
deng dai fang qing de na tian ye xu wo hui bi jiao hao yi dian
Waiting for the day to turn clear, maybe I’ll be a little better then

从前从前 有个人爱你很久
cong qian cong qian you ge ren ai ni hen jiu
Long ago, a person loved you for so long

但偏偏 风渐渐
dan pian pian feng jian jian
But unfortunetly, the wind kept on

把距离吹得好远
ba ju li chui de hao yuan
Blowing, widening the gap so much further

好不容易 又能再多爱一天
hao bu rong yi you neng zai duo ai yi tian
So difficult, (I have) another day to love again

但故事的最后你好像还是说了拜拜
dan gu shi de zui hou ni hao xiang shuo le bai bai
But it seems that, at the end of the tale you still said, “Goodbye”


ps, 从前从前 有个人爱你很久 ....

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Monday, November 24, 2008

[jie kou(excuse)-jay chou.lets start with a sad chinese song.]
Jay Chou - Jie Kou - Jay Chou

fan zhe wo men de zhao pian
xiang nian ruo ying nuo quan qu nian de dong tian
wo men xiao de hen tian



kan zhe ni ku qi de lian
dui zhe wo shuo zai jian
lai bu ji ting jian
ni yi zhou de hen yuan

ye xu ni yi jing fang qi wo
ye xu yi jing hen nan hui tou
wo zhi dao shi zhi ji cuo guo
qing zai gei wo yi ge li you shuo ni bu ai wo

jiu shuan shi wo bu dong
neng bu neng yuan liang wo
qing bu yao ba fen shou dang zuo ni de qing qiu
wo zhi dao jian chi yao zou
shi ni shou shang de jie kou

qing ni hui tou
wo hui pei ni yi zhi zou dao zui hou

jiu shuan mei you jie guo
wo ye neng gou cheng shou
wo zhi dao ni de tong shi wo gei de cheng mo
ni shuo gei guo wo cong rong
cheng mo shi ying wei bao rong

ru guo yao zhou
qing ni ji de wo

(Second Time)
ru guo nan guo
qing ni wang le wo




Flipping through our photographs
Missing you is half hidden, half seen
The winter of last year
We smiled very sweetly
Looking at your weeping face
Saying goodbye to me
Too late to hear it
You've already gone very far away
Perhaps you have already given up on me
Perhaps it is already too hard to turn back
I know it is me who let it slip
Please give me another reason to say you don't love me
Even if it is that I don't understand
Can you forgive me?
Please don't take separation and treat it as your request
I know the persistence to leave is your excuse for getting hurt
Request you to turn back
I will walk with you all along till the end
Even if there is no result
I can bear it
I know your pain
Is the promise I gave
You said you gave me tolerance before
Silence was because of forgiveness


If you have to leave
Request you to remember me
If you are sad
Request you to forget me.

ps,i like jay chou.

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Wednesday, November 19, 2008

[pooh is yellow.]

HAHAHAHAHA....hahahaha.....yes. and before you say '' you yellow racist! "
think.
arnt you asian too?
arnt we on the same boat?
arnt we all human beings?
WHAT has become of us?
WHO are we impacting??
WHERE will this lead to??
HOW are we gunna face ourselves???
WHY is my mum reading this behind my shoulder??!!

yes folks. its time. its time to take a stand.
for me.
for you.
for everybodeh.

show grandpah nick that you care. that you're willing...
WILLING to take a STAND for MANKIND.
WILLING to help DISABLED PEOPLE.
STAND.

i want you. i want you, you, you and
YOU.
to grab into your pockets,
and....
''FREEZE! GIMMEH ALL YOUR MUNNIES!!!!''

teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.........................................

ehem.... sorry for the...*cough*cough* technical difficulties....

please,
call 1800-iwannastanduplikeanotdisabledmaninhisearly20swearingaearringonhisright
earwhoisreportedtohavebeenalesbianinherearly80sand90swhilebuying
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freefromtheclutchesgetitCLUTCHEShahahaimdamnfunnyofmyevilwheelchair
whichislikenotcool-007.

the ammounts are $5,$10,$20,$50,and $one-million-billion-thrillion-gahzillion-fahzillion-charzillion-william dollars.

donations will be proceeded to the 'Grace Song Jia En' foundations world-wide.

this foundation will save the rain forests,help prevent AIDS,cut down on the impact of global warming,
protect endangered wildlife species, pump glucose into people who stupidly had an overdose of sleeping pills, not support boob cancer and lastly, help the disabled.

yay!

all they need. all they need. is a second chance. a second chance.

and we will...
WE WILL FIGHT.
FIGHT.
FIGHT TO THE ENDS I TELL YAH!!!!!
FIGHTLIKEMIKE!!!!!!!
WHOS MIKE!!!
HAHAHA!!!!!!
IDONTKNOW!!!!!!

hurah! hurah! hurah! 3 cheers for the birthday cake!
:D

okay okay, down to seriousnessness.
we went to the audition for best group for this competition(destiny music awards). and hahaha...im not sure about the 'best group' part because ours was hardly a group.
hahaha...
lizza. and. myself.
:D

bud we're cool people!
and cool people dont need big groups!
yeah!
cuz we're Kool. with a capital K.
yeah!
and i failed terribly at england. (not kool. not kool.)

so before the audition,me,as the singer, got thirsty-and you know how important water is to.....um.......
everybody.....
and we didnt have any water!
SO. if youre despo and need water...like...urgently
theres always a toilet.

AND NO. I DID NOT DRINK OUT OF THE TOILET BOWL.
NONONONONONONO...

i drank out of the sink...hahahahaha.....
=D
wheee...
and they have this really nifty device where it automatically 'pukes' out hand paper tissues...
hahaaha
coolio.

so anyway, we finally went into the room for audi. and and and and and
we screwed up.
okay okay....i screwed up.
there were people in the room...
i freaked....
sang wrongly...
the rest fell into place...
haha...so yeah...dont think we qualified for the finals.. (3 finalist)


but the guy said that he will call regardless.(we still need to know).....so...yep.

after that!! hahahaha me and lizza went to her house to change...
roll under the bed..
ate salmon...
and the nice sauce thingy...
thank you again!! :DD

went out.... raining..
pitter patter pitter patter

OHOHOHOH YEAH!!!!!! i almost forgot!! hahaah on the way to lizzas house, we called lellel....
HAHAHAHAHAHA.....sry sry... just wanted to include that in.. hahaha...

okay okay..so
pitter patter pitter patter....
woosh! woosh! (the sound when cars drive past and water splashes on you-the passerby-who just happened to unluckily stand on that same pavement/sidewalk.]

went to cck mall....and then west mall....and then cck mall again...
alll for the love of lellels belated birthday gift! hahaha
and in the end we didnt buy anything.

got home...blah blah...
waited for the call..(it was abt 930 btw)
hahaha....so our hopes(lizza and I) of ever entering the finals was like.... super low..
and anyway, we, ok i, screwed up during the audi...

okay long story short.
in the end....

we
got
a
call.


OMG!!!!! YEAH!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I SRSLY HAVE NO IDEA IF I SHOULD BE HAPPY OR FREAK OUT!!!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!


I MEAN....IM GUNNA GO ON STAGE,CHOKE ON THE SONG AND DIE.
DIE I TELL YOU
DIE!!!!

AHHHHHHHH...

okay yeah... theres much more screaming literally...
i just cant ahhh... it in the
blog...
probably illegal or something...
either that...
or you'll just die.
(die i tell you die)

yep! we really need your support, so come join us at the finals at





22nd nov 08 (saturday)
7.30pm
@
Renewal
Centre

88 St francis Rd
(opp.
blk 20. st Georges Rd.)




for tickets, please email or add me on msn by saturday morning. :D
grace_in_little_pets88@hotmail.com

okay...i know i know... my email add's the bomb.

its super duper cool okay.

if you guys wanna find out more about Destiny Music Awards:

http://www.m-ilab.com/destiny/index.html

YEAH!
CLICK IT! CLICK IT!

THANK YOU CALIFORNIA!!!!!!!(and the crowd goes wild!!) *ahhhh* *ahhh* *ahhhhh*


ps: support team lizza and Grace!
-or i'll burn your house down.
^^

i love you all.


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Tuesday, November 11, 2008

[its pagoda,Grace, not pagona]

hey hey hey its 12.15 and im sitting across the chinese gardens with my laptop.

on my head.
...awesome.

so i've been thinking alot lately, you know i do, and you know i have alot of free
time on my hands.
or my head-which ever.
and yes. i admit. sometimes i think of retarded stuff-ehem ANYWAY.
i noticed that alot of people have repeatedly asked me these questions.
and assumed alot.

-> hey grace.....do you have a boyfriend?

-> ehhh!! you have boyfriend or not?

-> i have a boyfriend,what about you?

-> i also enjoy long walks on the beach! sayyy, do you have a boyfriend??

-> i like to quack. oh yeah btw,you have a boyfriend?

-> oh,you can invite your boyfriend.

-> *shouts across the room* Grace!!!!! wheres your boyfriend????!!!!

-> Grace has a boyfriend!!!

-> Grace and ______ sitting on a tree,arggghhh!!!!!@*&%$#@*#!!!

-> oooh....her face is red(after drinking WINE.).... why? sms boyfriend??

-> you are invited to the cool people party where only cool people with boyfriends can come! (: which means you! (: grace! (: yes,you! (:

-> .............sup?..............*after long conversation* so whats your boyfriends name?

-> um..um...ummm...m..mmmales arh....which means bbboys...not mmmen...and fffffffffriends..which means close to you....and then you pppppuut them tooogether...so its 'boy'-nnnot man- and 'ffffriend'
which is 'boyfriend' bbbbut its not a bbboy-or a guy- who issss your friend, but more than a..a...aaa... friend,which you love, aaaand not.......

-> greetings earthling, do you have a single brained complex cell oraganism that is inferior to the female complex cell oraganism, combined with the........


ARGGGHGDWSGYVWKDBL!!!!!!!!!!!
gosh!!!!!!! whyyy? do i look unavaliable to you??
omg.. i think i seriously need to reconsider dressing myself up like a chirstmas tree
with a huge neon sign saying--> S I N G L E <--


and NO. the guys arnt the only ones who ask me
NO! not only are the girls asking me,
BUT MY ENTIRE FAMILY TOO.
okay,except for my little cousin and my grandda- thank you, you lot always make my day ^^

and the worst part is,its either they tease me for the obvious reasons and i have no idea why they even bother- by saying in that annoying chanting tone:
'oohh gracie has a boyfriend, and its a boy!''
ooohh- shut the hell up you little schmuck.
you're lucky you have little boy and little girl rights.
arghh.
urrghhh...
EURRRGGGHHHH...
MURAGHHHHHH......
PARKKKK..
i dont know why....
(i thought of seong eun. harhar. yes,you, park. seong, eun. )


okay...so MAYBE maybe...my msn nicknames all seem to direct towards a certain
''boy'' and that ''boy'' as you guys assume, is my ''boy''frie-okay i'll stop.
boyfriend.
woah. we're living in a world of criminal masterminds now eh?
nicee.
you little asses.
well,i say,life izznt always 100% love you know...
and yes,a few weeks back there was a post about love,
and yes, poems about love,
and yes, i just realised that this dosent help me.
jeez i really need to stop that.

the point: (ahh finally! :D yayyy!!!) i have no boyfriend, im a pathetic loser who can dream.
(what??!! thats it??!!)
YES YOU LITTLE....angels.
THATS IT.

haha..about the 'pathetic loser who can dream'
KIDDING! :D it was a joke... i swear...
i am not a pathetic loser
im a loser.
AH HAH! seeee.....biggg difference.
and i dont dream of love,
partially because my asain mummy wants me to score As on my
math tests while she makes fried rice,egg rolls and dumplings,
and because i have better things to do- like play pokemon.


i dont want to have a boyfriend okayy.... gosh... get it in your head people!!!
DONT WANT.
and though it flatters me sometimes when i have offers...
guess which loser rejects them??
this one.
T__T


and i am a moron.


so ya'll lil kiddies out there, when ever you open your little hole-
okay...MOUTH. geez.-
be reminded to think first then say and always brush your teeth.
do that or you're screwed.
and by screwed i mean tell your mummies that you burned my house down.


NO NO NO NO NOOO...seee..
its me, grace...im... im a nice person! i would never do that.............
....................................................................................

haha,i seriously dont mind people asking, its just that, sometimes, i get alittle annoyed.
like one time, this one day, i was asked bout 5-6 times by DIFFERENT PEOPLE.

so yes. no guy wants me, im a loser, and im kidding.



*points to myself* EVERYONE,and i mean EVERYONE
WANTS A PIECE OF THIS!!! hahahahhaa
am i right? or am i right?
:D
C'YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....
aww yeah.
i am the bomb.

'ahhhh!!! terroist!!!! she has a bomb!! ahhhhhhh..........'
boom.

'urgghh....whats that smell...????'

BET YAH DIDNT EXPECT THAT.

TEEHEE!!


ps. sorry, i only belong to my boyfriend as well as bestfriend.
butter.(my Dog.) and yes,he is male.
duh.
i said he didnt i?
geez people.

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Monday, November 10, 2008

targ. omg...two posts in a day! hahahaha....
im bloody cool.
:)
wait...wait..WAIT-....50 QUESTIONS???!!!!! O__O
holy smokes. hahahaha...haha...*breaks into nervous sweat*


1) Do you always answer your phone?
- NEW. i do nort. hehe...cause its always on silent
or i cant be bothered. :p
oh grace,you devil,you.

2) Its four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
- Lizza,mr B.Tan, or Khoi. (its possible...that boy's too unpredictable.*shudders**shivers**mcjeeperscreepers*) oh yeah.... and JILL.

3) If you could change your eye color what would it be?
- light brown,blue,gray,grean-ish blue-ish,grey-ish blue-ish, orange.(dont ask why.)

4) Do u Like Dr Pepper ?
- no... i like Dr lim from across the street, he runs a 24/h clinic and enjoys long walks on the beach. perfect.
however,hes a hundred years old.
*shrugs*

5)Do you own a digital camera?
- yep. its so cool, it had to be named cannon coolpix. whoo! :D

6)Have you ever had a pet fish?
- yeah...i called him Ali.... after the the boxer....
what? hes a fighting fish!
no...he died of cancer.
oh wait. you mean the fish?
oh oh... yeah...it still died.
(lol...im kidding abt the cancer part...hes still alive...heh heh...)

7) Favorite Christmas song?
- jingle....bells? lol

8) What's on your wish list for your bday?
- *deep breath*
:D smosh pull-over. VISIT
http://www.smosh.com/ and get it for me! =) please?
:D smosh shirt(boxman for president '08!).
:D chocolate rain tee(white) from TAY ZONDAY
http://www.districtlines.com/Tay-Zonday
:D novelty tees.(preferrably
http://www.threadless.com/ )
:D orange shades.
:D a black shirt with a big white G on it (like geno's...hahahah).
:D a plain white cap with a cool simple logo on it.(THAT billabong cap).
:D luke as my dog.
:D a pretty snowglobe.
:D a switchfoot album.
:D have alot of haters and fans on youtube.
:D travel and see the world.
:D go to an anime convention(be a cosplay marvel).
:D take a pic with hiro nakamura ftw(coz hes my hero<3).


9) Can you do push ups?
- aww cmon,even you too????!!!!
stop critizing my boobs!!!
HAHAHAHA....ok seriously,yeah, i can do push ups.. T_T

10) Can you do a chin up?
- mm..yeah i guess i can...

11)Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
- im proud to say, excitedly nervous. hah! i didnt answer the question,did i....

12) Do you have any saved texts? Who are the senders?
- yep. its from funny and sweet people.

13) Ever been in a spore flyer?
- nope. ive got an unused student discount voucher..heheh...from trudy..hahah...

14) Do you have an accent?
- i dont know....its a mix. but i've heard people comment before.

15) What is the last song to make you cry?
- iris- the googoodolls. (its so....soo... sob sob sob....)

16) Plans tonight?
- be emo-ish...and drink beer.

17)Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
- yes. afraid so.

18) Name 3 things you bought yesterday?
- i didnt buy anything...i was at home being lifeless...

20) Current worry?
- my haunting past and the unpredictable future.

21) Current hate right now?
- i dont hate anyone....not really in particular....
hate is such a strong word....lol... dislikes? um, cats.

22) Met someone who changed your life?
- yep.

23) How did you celebrated in the past New Year?
- hung out with friends in the afternoon,stayed at night with family,which my dad drove us out to see the nightscape... :) oh and got super loads of smses from friends wishin me a happy new year... hehe...

24) What song represents you?
- makes me happy-drake bell(when im high)
- stolen-dashboard confessional (when i feel loved)
- why does it always rain on me-travis (when im feeling unlucky)
- i dont love you like i did yesterday or hate me-blue october (and loads more dark songs) (when im emo)

infact,alot of songs represent me, these are what i can think of right now. :]

25) Name three people who might complete this?
- liz, truz and lell(z) lol.

26) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
-yes.

27) Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
- um.... no...im not sure if its even counted as dates...well i guess..... then um...*cough* 3/4 of a year *cough*

28) Do you have any tattoo/piercing?
- NAY. i dont know... i may get a piercing in the future.

29) Will you be in a relationship 4 months from now?
- dont think so. why? ye interested in me?? heh heh ehhh...
gosh im such a desperado. HAHA.
''but its impossible! our worlds just dont clash, i know you love me but.... '' lol

30) Does anyone love you?
-CHOO! CHOO! OBVOUSLY! - no idea where that came from.

31) Would you be a pirate?
- no. coz then i wont be able to go to the rated...'aRRRRRR' movies...
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!.....*silence*
you guys are the cause of my misery.

gosh yes i would! how else will c'ptain jack sparrow(johnny depp!!) fall in love with me? ;)

32) What songs do you sing in the shower?
- um...heh heh.... thats for me to know and for you to find out... O_O
OKAY I TAKE IT BACK. NO.
i'll tell you! gosh okay i'll tell you!!!!
err..they come and go randomly... but i sang makes me wonder by the maroon 5...
.__.

33) Ever had someone sing to you?
- yep. haha.

34) When did you last cry?
-im not gunna say...

35) What is in your pocket?
- a hole. ): im broke.

Do you like to cuddle?
- :D yesh.... hehe...

37) Have you held hands with anyone today?
- no...not today, comprende? hehe.

38) Who was the last person you took a picture of?
- my little cousin. hehe.

40) How many TVs do you have in your house?
- alot.... T__T about 4-5...lol....

41) Are most of the friends in your life new or old?
- new and old?

42) Do you like pulpy orange juice?
- i like the colour orange? heehee....okay..yeah i like those way better than the plain types.

43) What is something your friends make fun of you for?
- alot of things. ALOTOFTHINGSGRUMBLEGRUMBLE.

45) Do you like to play Scrabble?
- yeah...i like. :D

46) What are you saving your money up for right now?
- stuff in my wish list...sigh... and chirstmas-and birthday-presents i owe people... -__-
you guys made a hole in my pocket.

47) When is the last time you ate peanut butter and jelly?
- a couple of days ago! yum yum in mah tum tum. :D

48) What song do you want played at your funeral?
- tonight-FMstatic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDD....

49) What were you doing 12 AM last night?
- shitting on Dj max and smsing fags. hehe. i love you guys. heheheheheee.....

50) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
-abrupt pain and emotions.
because my dog barged into the room,jumped up and scratched my face.

TAG. TAG. TAG. you're it! .....and dont sue me for molestation!!! D: hehe.
liza,lell,truz (if you guys havnt done it yet.)
Diane,Joy, Jeanette and Kevin! (hahahaha :D)


HAHAHAHAHA!!!

-and to everyone!(mwuahahaha) do shit with it! whoo! :D


NOT SO FUN NOW,HUH?

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[rofl]

yay,i just organised my links bar! whoo! sorry to those people whom i havnt linked yet...i'll find the time. OH WAIT- i have all the time in the world now. T_T damn, these pass few days have been a boring pop song.
heh heh....i'll find the motivation somehow then.

warning:the following contents may bore the shit outta
you. seriously. it's
just some dumb crap i let on
impluse to vent out my frustration.so if you want to do something else much more
meaningful,i strongly encourange you to do so.

if not. you've just wasted 5 minutes of your life.



im so freakin pissed.
no, not at you...no,this has got nothing to do with you...

GOSH YES YOU.
URGHHH!!!!!! KAH-*$@#%*^!@%-BOOM!!!

and you had to ask whats wrong.

its not you...its me.

SHIT. i wanna...i wannnaaa....IWANNNAAA.......

pet.my.dog.called.butter.

BOOOOOOOOOM!!!

whats the problem you ask? WHATS THE DAMN PROBLEM??!!
whats been driving me insane and utterly undecodable???!!!
okay, fine, i'll tell you what the freakin problem is.

not only did i do some blog browsing today, but i also stepped into-what seems like- a landmine.
yes,awesome grace, you just crossed your safety zone and stepped into your fucking past.
AWESOME. GOLD STAR FOR YOU. wheeeeee!!

what? you didnt think this blog will be always happy,DID YOU? well sorry little naive children.
today! will be about something different. SOMETHING ABSOULTELY DIFFERENT.

BYTHEWAY. not only did you fucking mentally and emotionally scar me,you also ruined the first freakin half of my childhood. yeah, you know,your ONE action cause all that shit i experienced and is now,UNFORTUNATLY experiencing.
GOSH I LOVE YOU LOT. I SERIOUSLY. DO.
and NO, i cant just let it go. and NO its not OKAY.
it still freakin hurts.
ALL THANKS TO YOU CFSHL.
oh yes. with credits to:
n,z and r for being bitches.
and SUB-fCREDITS to:
a,yw,and the rest of you fags.

SERIOUSLY.THANK YOU.
YOU JUST MADE MY LIFE A WHOLE LOT SIMPLER.

the upside is,if not for you lot, i wouldnt be made stronger,i'll still be a bitch,
and i wont have a life to go to.

ps: oh yes, TAKE A BOW.

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Friday, November 7, 2008

if you knew what i know,would you try?
would you know what you decide in your heart?
i just need you to tell me you love me.
quickly now dear, dont let your heart waver,

every minute of everyday time is ticking,
every minute of everyday i think of you,
another day without your smile,
another day without you.

is there time,
is there time,
to just follow one desire?
time is ticking now dear,
dont let my heart waver now dear,
should this be what i fear,
that you dont love me anymore?


if you knew,what i know,would you try?
you're warm like the summer sand,
i wish i was your tree,little koala,
deep inside of me,theres a rush,
of emotion,
always stirs this funny notion,

do you ever wonder,
when youre all alone,
what im doing now?
do you miss me,
and ache when you dont have me?
does the rain ever remind you of me?
of the time we danced,
and then caught a cold after?
do you ever think of me?

have you been recieving the letters i sent?
they come and go pretty fast,
wonder if you've caught it.
p/s, look into my eyes.
p/s, turn around.
p/s,please hold me close
so i'll feel better.
p/s, i love you.

i wish it was us against the world,
you and i,
two in a billion,
we'll be together,
and you'll be mine.


hey guys, i just felt like doing this, yeah i know,random. hahaha...
ammature writing!!...sigh.
oh with compliments to dashboard-confessional! :D
was inspired by them haha..
oh,and dont forget to look at the previous post..
HAHAHHA..
the poems are dedicated to no one in particular... ;)
if so i wouldnt tell you anyway,HAH!
:)
love you,
Grace(song) :D

ps:


coz there aint no way that i could possibly love,
without you.

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Thursday, November 6, 2008

[MY WISH LIST]
okay people, whoo! grace got her wishlist so you can go buy her stuff now... byebye ^^
haha...i dont know how to make it nicer in the panel over there-->>
which sucks coz i think i'll have to get a new blogskin...haha.
i usually dont have alot i want...so i really want those.
HAHAHA..(some of them are crap over there lol)
i love you so much.
:D smosh pull-over. VISIT www.smosh.com and get it for me! =) please?
:D smosh shirt(boxman for president '08!).
:D chocolate rain tee(white) from TAY ZONDAY http://www.districtlines.com/Tay-Zonday
:D novelty tees.(preferrably www.threadless.com )
:D orange shades.
:D a black shirt with a big white G on it (like geno's...hahahah).
:D a plain white cap with a cool simple logo on it.(THAT billabong cap).
:D luke as my dog.
:D a pretty snowglobe.
:D a switchfoot album.
:D have alot of haters and fans on youtube.
:D travel and see the world.
:D go to an anime convention(be a cosplay marvel).
:D take a pic with hiro nakamura ftw(coz hes my hero<3).
:D davedays green shirt or cap or himself.<3
:D perform on the street with someone without a license.
:D do that in another country.
:D a porsche. its perfectly normal to dream okay...
:D not be noob at the guitar.
:D have a super cool conversation, where everyone totally gets me!
:D have people i dont know give me random gifts.
:D a hug from everybody in the world.
:D have a date with mr. darcy.
:D meet MY mr. darcy.
:D try to lick my wenis.(check it in wiki,yo.)
:D stop my mum from showing super duper cute baby photos of me to strangers.
:D beat my fasha in tennish.
:D a cool british accent.
(not dutch,mind you.hahaha)
:D my sudoku book finished.
what finished? i hvnt even started!
:D manage my own shop.
:D life time supply of starbucks coffee.
:D a cool poster.
:D super cool remote control car.
:D technology........ BD
:D autograph poster of the hillsong united crew.
:D my own super cool song (for me).
:D puma stuff? (its a change...)
:D hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
:D hahahahahahahahahaha- i should shuddup...
ps: get me the tees and i'll love you forever.
pps: infact,get me anything from there and i'll love you. (:
PPPS: i actually posted this post first before
doing the tagged one and the (now)bottom...hahahaha...coz everyone should go buy them for ME now.....EVERYONE. mwuahahahahaha.

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O. i got tagged.

RULE ONE:
People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE TWO:
Tag FIVE people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

Tagged by Liza and lellel

ONE.
If your lover betrayed you, how will you react?
- slap him and run away like a chicken. HAHAHA...NAH. i'll have buckets of tissues,ice cream and beer.

TWO.
If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
- have EVERYTHING on my wishlist done. WUAHAHAHAHAHHAA!!!!!!!!...im so cool.

THREE.
Whose butt would you like to kick?
- mccain's

FOUR.
Would you rather get caught by your parents while you are going at it or would you rather catch them on it?
- both are horrible!!!! D: but i'll have to go with the second one-if i have to...if i haaavvvee to.

FIVE.
Would you fall in love with your best friend?
-yep. as a matter of fact: we're all in this together!*hsm* *hsm* hahahahahha..
O__O OH MY-



SIX.
Which do you think more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- o3o i like being loved by cookies....okay 2nd option.

SEVEN.
How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
-i...dont....know......will he take long?

i mean....he's ald been in the toliet for the pass half hour....
sighh... i told him not to drink too much starbucks...
*chuckle chuckle* haha, i remember my first time in starbucks.....


EIGHT.
If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- stop and stare! you think you're movin but you go nowhere! - which is so true coz its so pointless. so, yah know you gotta keep it strong,move along,move along....

NINE.
If you were to act with someone, who would it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
- if my bf can act. if not....STOP MESSIN' UP MY VIBE!
like, get your own stage,romeo! hahahaha...
people who can put their act together....

getit? getit?hahahahahaha....*drumset*. silence.
i hate you guys....ruin my life.


TEN.
Would you invite your Ex bf/gf to your wedding?
- if i still have his contact coz i may have accidentally deleted his number on the night he dumped me. (im kidding.) i dont know, ive never been married before.

ELEVEN.
How would you see yourself in ten years time?
-working in a super glue factory.
ahh noooooooo..........i hope not. ):


TWELVE.
What's your greatest fear?
- i fear the Lord. (WAH-WAH!) okay, different fear. ummm....being alone..in...the...dark......
THIRTEEN.
What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- FAGS. (haha...its called a joke....JOKE!!!)

FOURTEEN.
Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- dun wan. >__<
married and rich.... hahahahhaha....i dont mind the first one...unless its permanent...

FIFTEEN.
What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
- ''5,4,3,2,1 and hes in the quarter of the final round...oh, oh, oh... hes going into the mid field....he getting past the red bitches.....OHEMGEE ITS A GOAL!!!!!! CHELSEA HAS JUST WON THE FINALS AGAINST MANCHESTER UNITED! and the crowd goes absoultely wild! *whispers:ahhhhh.. ahhhhh...ahhhh*'' then i rush to my table to check for smses on my phone, and then rush back to sleep again. chelsea ftw.

SIXTEEN.
Would you give all in a relationship?
- unless i marry the dude...if not....i dont think so.

SEVENTEEN.
If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
-the sweeter,funnier and more romantic one...
*shiver*.....even i creep myself out.

EIGHTEEN.
Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
-i will have to,eventually.
but i have not. *cough*

NINETEEN.
What is one song you think you will never forget?
- lollipop-Lil Wayne / Kanye West

She lick meLike a lollipop (Oh yeah I like that)
She lick meLike a lollipop (I like that)
She lick meLike a lollipop (I like that)
She lick meLike a lollipop


TWENTY.
obama or mccain?
-grace 'o8.... whooo!!! i run my own presidency,yah digg? hahahaha God save us.

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